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my heart goes shalalala~

2010-06-03T06:26:00.002+08:00

after 3 whole days in paris, ive changed my mind! paris is sooo beautiful and pretty. the buildings and their architecture, all the sculptures and curlywurly window grills on ALL the buildings. omg u can just sit down there and admire the scenery the whole day.

EIFFEL TOWER WAS PRETTTTTTTTYYY :D:D:D haha. we went on a bad weather day though. it was raining nonstop with cold chilly winds. my bro n i bought tickets to go all the way up to the top. cool experience indeed. it's totally indescribable. there were many blacks at the bottom selling mini eiffel towers to the tourists illegally and 2 policemen on bicycles had to ride around occasionally to chase them away. it's quite cute cause there were just too many blacks around selling and they keep coming back!

went to the LOUVRE today! da vinci code :D i shall be determined and read the book when i get back to singapore. i cant believe i saw the real monna lisa painting right before my eyes in the louvre hahaha. it's quite small actually and i think it's kinda overrated. maybe cause there were thousands of paintings in the louvre which were all amazingly beautiful n detailed :O

there were thousands of sculptures in the louvre, we didnt have time to see all as we reached the louvre at 8pm. but just the few hundreds we saw in that 1 hour were enough to make us 'WOWWW' in awe again and again i swear. the photos cant really depict how intricate and magnificent the sculptures were though :(

ohoh we went to notre dame too! the church in hunchback of notre dame the disney movie many years ago. i feel like im repeating this over and over again but seriously, it was so beautiful n grand. the sculptures and carvings and colored windows and paintings and the architecture of the building really makes u wonder how the hell isit even possible for people to even build all these 900 years ago.

apart from the tourist attractions, the streets n journeys were enjoyable as well because it's PARIS. haha we took the subway to various places and in one of the subways today, there was this old man walking from carriages to carriages, stopping in each to play his violin for the people to listen! so nice right? and the music was lovely. then today at some bridge there was a guy again playing that instrument (i forgot the name for it!) the one with a keyboard at the side then u can open and close the instrument sideways to vary the sound? yeah he was playing french music with it and i was so impressed haha. oh btw ALL i really mean ALL the buildings in paris are the same brownish stone colour! it's quite ironic cause it's kinda dull for the city supposedly filled with vibrancy in the arts. but the buildings still look pretty because of the architecture and their beautifully designed window grills the ones u always see in postcards or french cartoons? haha so pretty!

okay now for the ugly side, i swear i was damn gross/freaked out. omg. we were walking along this shopping district street which was buzzing with life when i saw water flowing out from behind the pillar on the road which we were heading. and as we walked past it. wts i saw this black girl squatting down peeing!! she was actually peeing right in front of everybody on this busy street?! can u imagine someone peeing right on orchard road?!!!!!? this is not the worst. when i turned around to take a closer look in disbelief, i saw this whole LUMP OF SHIT below her!!!! oh gawddd. it's damn disgusting. plus the amount of shit was like more than her body size or sth?! then i got reminded of how dirty n disgusting the underground passage was at eiffel tower ytd where urine and shit were all around at the sides of the passageway. i was still thinking to myself tt ppl let their dogs shit anyhow. .____. yucks right?!

ok shift topic =/ haha anyway tmr's my last day here in paris! will be taking the train back to london for 3 more days then home sweet home (:

BONJOUR~

2010-06-01T18:15:00.003+08:00

greetings from paris people! (: it's 12.16 pm here, my 2nd romantic day in paris!

the place where love, music and the arts are alive and vibrant. the romantic city where beautiful renowned paintings like monolisa were created..

haha but mm i dont exactly feel anything special towards this place yet. maybe cause we havent been to the main attractions like effiel tower, the loft (is that how u spell it?) etc. going today! taking a river cruise at effiel tower first i think. when my family wakes up from their sleep. today's breakfast was quite good i love the croissant it's like the best croissant ive ever eaten. so soft on the inside yet crispy on the outside and there's this sweet special taste to the dough. ((:

the only thing i dont exactly fancy about here is how dirty the floors are. there're spits everywhere and random vomit-leftovers =/ but the buildings are kind of lovely it's like those cartoon paintings we use to see in films or drawings when we're young. and guess what, EVEYRTHING"S IN FRENCH. ha. i cant understand a single thing. the menu, street signs etc. french is the most foreign langauge to me cause i dont understand any bit of it neither was i ever exposed to it before unlike japanese, cantonese,malay when u go to the counterparts in asia. the culture's really different here too!

oh the train ride from london to paris was cool cause of the underwater bit where the train actually goes under the seabed to travel across the 2 lands. haha ur ears will feel the weird pressure as we enter and exit the underwater tunnel. it's 10 times worse than plane flights where i wont even feel a single thing after 4 plane flights in just 3 weeks =/ the king cross train station in london reminded me of harry potter where they filmed some scenes there. haha rmb harry trying to use the trolley to enter to the other realm?

i realised how soon i'll be packing my bags to return back to singapore. time really flies. the previous post seemed so far away from home. and now, just a few days more in paris then back to london for 3 days n home sweet home.

I REALLY MISS SINGAPORE THOUGH.(: gotta catch up wit my friends when i get back!!

rue de dunkerque <-- haha the street where my hotel is. cool french name eh. actually every street here is so cheem n cool sounding :P

chao!

1 month holiday

2010-05-27T13:26:00.003+08:00

so im currently at my 4th pit stop: toronto canada. tmr night i'll be taking a 9 hours flight to london for my 5th pit stop. this really feels like a loooong looooong holiday it's quite good because it seems never-ending which means i wont have that 'oh no time really flies all these are ending so soon' feeling which i'll always have during 5-8 days trips. but i guess the feeling will arise after paris when we're back in london.

halfway through my trip with 2 more weeks to go and ive already learnt a whole bunch of stuff! think i prolly benefited the most during this trip, seeing how UCL is like, applying for my halls with a truly informed decision, exploring the transport system, experiencing the weather etc etc. to be honest, it scared me a whole lot actually when i first arrived in london because of the extreme coldness and jet lag. everyth seemed totally foreign and alien to me i didnt like the idea of staying there for long to study at all. what more without my dearest friends and family to care and spend time with. im so scared and afraid i'll become a lonely old hag / social pariah / unwanted loner / ostracised loser over there.(heiyi i feel for u totally inside out but much worse) oh and not forgetting the communication barrier especially when i dont have "that" accent yet. :( but oh wells, i'll get used to it i know i will. i'll make new friends (: while having the 'old; one close to my heart. (: (: hopefully

sunbathing in my first official bikini which i just bought from toronto was a cool experience especially since it was on the rooftop of the hotel with comfy beach chairs to lie down and the skyline of toronto just in front of u. the most enjoyable thing was the weather! it wasnt hot nor humid at all. just cooling refreshing breeze with the sun on you (: amazing. i think i havent perspired ever since i embarked on this holiday trip! haha

anw, ive been thinking a whole lot lately, about my life, my social circle, my future, things i've done be it good or regrettable. and these deep thoughts has made me realise how important everyone and every single thing around me is..

growing up is a loooonggggg happening process. but we've come to this junction where we stop growing UP but start growing OLD. it's kinda sad. and i really dread it.

at lunch today i said aloud to my family,

"i dont wanna grow oldddddd".

and my dad replied me with nonchalance and an almost invisible tiny tinge of encouragement,

"well.. go join the peter pan club then!"

oh i definitely would if it even existed!!

2010-05-10T14:34:00.011+08:00

hello all who still visits this once abandoned place! (:

many of u have been bugging me to update my blog so here i am now to revive this forgotten place and clear up the spider webs at the corners of this page.

so school has ended finally after 4 months and 1 week. Bukit Merah Sec School what a nice sounding name after 4 months :D hahaha. it's actually just opposite the HDB flats where artemis did our fac cip and extreme makeover. I can still vividly remember a group of 65s lunching at the coffee shop downstairs (which happens to be just opposite my school?!) and i was thinking to myself then, what a ulu place to be in. Halfway through lunch, a few BMSS students walked out from the school gates to eat beside us and we were all wondering what school were they from!! exactly what school were we looking at just across the narrow road?!! hahaha to think we were such airheads and that bukit merah was so unheard of to hwachong students =/how ignorant can we get.

anyway, my internship at the school was awfully enjoyable with soo many lovely colleagues and mentors there to guide and help out. not forgetting the super friendly Mrs Chin, our principal (: as per normal, like in HCI, waking up at 6.30am every weekday was torturous. back when i was a student i would dread and try to find all sorts of reasons not to go school on time. eg skipping unimportant first lessons and going for the more important ones where attendance would be taken :p hahaha. but noooooooooooo. now as a teacher, i can no longer be so irresponsible. :( instead of the thought about being late for school and getting scolded by teachers, my students and my lesson plans would force-start that big fat body of mine out of bed. often i would panick and worry whether class would go fine and whether i will be able to complete the syllabus in time for their mid years!!

although there were many happy and totally hilarious moments during class time, im not going to lie and say it wasn't tough at all. getting used to standing in front of a class of 40 alone and speaking with a serious tone wasn't easy especially when u look like one of them who had forgotten to wear your uniform to school haha. and getting those lazy bums to do work and EVEN BRING their workbook to sch was draining :( noise control was another problem i had to overcome. and speaking out loud was challenging especially when ur students would complain how soft i am =/ (yes my dear friends i am soft to them hahaha. so pardon me if im too loud now it's an occupation illness :P )

i have so much to say about this school and my students, yet so little that can be put down in words. oh gawd. this school has really adorable and nice kids ((: but there're still a certain few whom u feel like strangling. oops. :P oh wells, hope they can do well in their mid years! although i've already given up hope on a certain few.

i'll miss the staffroom, staff pantry, the staff, my workstation AKA our heaven or refugee camp. and my homerooms H3-4, H5-4 AKA our battlefields. As well as the canteen and it's good but oily food AKA our favourite pastime (:

anyhows i'll be flying off to London tmr night 11.35pm flight. then to chicago, wisconsin. then torronto and back to london and paris (: returning on the 8th june! in the meantime, i'll be updating you all about my current city etc. PLEASE UPDATE ME WIth UR LIVES TOO KAY <3

world behind my wall

2009-12-21T14:02:00.004+08:00

The sun will shine like never before.
one day i will be ready to go,
see the world behind my wall.

Trains in the sky,
are travelling through fragments of time
they're taking me to parts of my mind,
that no one can find.

i'm ready to fall,
i'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all
i'm ready to heal,
i'm ready to feel.

they're telling me it's beautiful.

see the world behind my wall

:DDD

.,.

2009-12-14T10:00:00.000+08:00

somehow this has got to stop.

-o-o-o-

2009-12-09T12:18:00.003+08:00

gawd i feel like a housewife now seriously hahaha
sort clothes, dump them into the washing machine, handwash and scrub clothes, hang clothes, fold clothes, iron clothes
cook, wash pans, bowls

and guess what,
i feel like mopping the floor HAHAH.

omgg. my mom has only been overseas for barely a week and i have to take over all these chores for my dad and i =/

maybe after another week i'll officially be transformed into a huang lian po D:

the housewife-to-be T.T

on a side note, i dont like clubs. bleahs. wonder how my sis does that at least once a week =/

"l-o-v-e just another word i never learnt how to pronounce"

2009-12-08T23:56:00.002+08:00

i'd rather live in ambiguity than have u affirm that it is true.

pre-prom

2009-12-07T15:07:00.002+08:00

omg im having mixed feelings right now for prom haha
the other 4 are stil doing their hair! it's delayed! so we're like behind schedule by ALOT.
supposed to meet them at 2.45pm at the hotel.
and i can check in myself cause i need to be pohting haha

so im just sitting here, clearing my memory space in my camera, typing with my new pretty dark brown nails, blogging this useless post. (:

anyways, went for manicure with the rest ytd it was kinda fun haha
heiyi got this cool dark blue color while jiayee and pohting had silver and hweiming with her cute pink!

mm wonder how pretty their hair will look later hehe cant wait to see!
i just anyhow tied half my hair up and clipped a butterfly clip on it HAHA. eh but it looks alright okay bleahs. was debating between the butterfly clip or a hair band.

ok im gonna go to the makeup store at paragon now! ALONE with this luggage omg. haha

hurrry up with ur hair please and come join me quick! :D

soon everything will be over and there'll be this feeling of emptiness, i would have no more school events to look forward to anymore :( boo.

void

2009-12-04T10:31:00.000+08:00

why is everyone else around me sad :(
it's so saddening :((((((

gone, lost, dead.

2009-12-04T09:47:00.003+08:00

much as i want to believe i was wrong all along,
reality has to just prove me time and again that i was right.

:(

how can such a perfect thing end up in this way.
it was a recurring nightmare for the whole 5 hours of sleep last night.

im lost again.

worried, angry, sad, disappointed, doubtful.

just as ive convinced myself to let go and embrace what's in place for me
it is shattered. :(
what should i do
what should we do

im afraid of the what's installed for them now

掌纹

2009-12-01T22:17:00.003+08:00

我不信命我不信命我只信你

A'S ARE OFFICIALLY OVERRR! :D YIPPPPEEE

haha okay this is kinda late but i was too busy immensing myself in fun and freedom :P

physics paper 1 was harder than expected. minus like 4-5 marks alr i guess. ohwells.
had class bbq at night after the final paper. 30 nov. i shall rmb this date forever!!

centre no. 3036, reg no. 0289 (:
u are now just a memory in my life wahaha

so far i've already accomplished quite alot of the things i said i wanted to do in my previous post!
im kinda excited for prom hehe. although i know my dress will confirm clash with someone else since its from daniel yam such a popular and common shop but oh wells.

gonna send my mom to the airport tmr morning (:

okay my 8msn convos are blinking like crazy alr =/

goodbye a's,
hello freedom and crazy disasters :S

this whole a level has passed faster than i can absorb and feel its presence T.T

3 more to go!

2009-11-21T09:20:00.002+08:00

i cant believe 9 papers are over alr!
going out to playy todayyy :D yay like finally there's a breather.

these 2 weeks have been sooooo torturous and horrible.
i cant believe time and actually pass so slowly :( boo.
it has been a really traumatising week =/ i think the first week was far better than the second seeing how tears were shed in the latter thanks to the utterly disgusting paper 2 econs essays. and i still cant believe how i just cried the night before chem paper2 for like no apparent reason haha =/

nomoreMath!
nomoreEcons!
nomoreGp!
nomoreChinese!

wow tt's sounds kinda wonderful HAHA.

going to vivocity for brunch with mom, shop ard and sakae sushi!
ohmeegeee sounds damn slack and sinful haha
oh n my mom insist on bringing me to do some foot massage for my health =/ haha

i cant wait to go out to play like mad after physics paper 3! lots of stuff to do ive got a whole list down already haha

1. catch up with all my friends (:
2. go out with playyyy
3. watch 2012
4. watch twilight
5. go roller blading :D
6. shop for prom dress
7. decide on the schools to apply =/
8. application forms =/
9. mm oh dye my hair!
10. erm i dont know.. but right now all i wanna do is go out and have some quality time with my friends D:

okay i shall go bathe and get ready to go out now!

jiayou people 3 more 3 more gogogo!
stupid history ppl only have 1 left! bleahs. nvm i'd rather have my papers spread out (:

oh and i realised exams and pimples have a strong positive linear correlation hahah

2009-11-03T11:08:00.002+08:00

曲：陈奕迅词：李焯雄唱：陈奕迅

不要把我推开
当坚持像无赖
当钻石也变尘埃
我信你在

唯有寂寞慷慨
骨牌倒了下来
想安慰找不到对白
那空白

可是我相信爱
我信异想才有日会天开
可是爱我相信爱
就算一切都像独白

就算没对你说
我爱我爱我爱你会在

oh my god, it's just amazingly beautiful.

we're going down

2009-10-26T21:10:00.002+08:00

ive somewhat lost my vibe for mugging in school.

dont feel like going to sch tmr but there's gp consult at 12 boo.

dilemma dilemma dilemma

remember all the things we wanted

are all our memories still haunted?

if i could, i would

2009-10-15T17:12:00.004+08:00

mmm. im home early today! (: yay havent been online nor watched the tv for like 5 days? that's a big big sacrifice haha. shall go sleep after posting this random useless post.

i woke up in a happy mood today! felt less ugly than usual HAHA. sufficient beauty sleep :P
and there was like this sixth sense telling you sth good will happen today. and true enough
sth surprising happened today O: quite cool hehe

(:

hmm

econseconseconsss :S

on a side note. today sth UTTERLY embarrassing happened. :( which i shall force myself NOT to think about. boooooo. T.T

gawd im so sleeeeeeeeeepy.

here's a little sth to cheer up ur day! hehe

I tried my best to be guarded.

2009-10-09T20:19:00.005+08:00

But I'm a open book instead.

gosh it's been ages since ive been here i almost forgotten my password haha.
this is the most retarded time to revive my blog. 3 weeks before a's and ive absolutely no confidence in the examinations creeping my way yet im stoning in front of the tv, chatting online and blogging.

why do u seem to feel sad when u see friends brooding over their results.
why will my heart wrench a little just to look straight into ppl's shimmering eyes which maps out disappointment and resentment.
why cant there be carefree smiles on your faces like before.

i'm trying to cheer my dear friend up right now but it seems to be futile :( it's making me sadddd. i shall go running later. helps to destresssss.

mm to whoever out there who still visits my blog despite having been locked and abandoned for 6 months. omg exactly 6months in fact. :
SMILEEE :D
let's work hard together for A's!
jiayoujiayoujiayou! ^^

ure NOT aimless k! neither are u helpless!
remember patricia's just an sms away! :D

"In the pain there is healing,
In your name i find meaning. "
such an amazingly beautiful quote right!

time traveller's wife. wonder if i'll have time to catch it. :(

2009-04-09T22:00:00.002+08:00

my very special day! :D

today's a really happening day for almost everyone. physics paper and pw :S haha

but it's an extremely happpppppppppppyyyyyy dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :D (of course right, it's a damn good day please HAHA) i cant exactly pen down what im feeling right now, but it's bloody good :P

a big thankYOUU to everyone whether it's just a simple wish through sms or personally, or lovely thoughtful presents, or amazing handmade cards, i really really really reallly sincerely appreciated it :D spent the whole journey to school replying all the smses i got this morning haha. so sorry if i didnt reply you, that's cause u sent it after school started or i was busy , but thankyou! (:

okay, i still have another cake cutting session later, so point form k!! :D

0. S7 surprise after band in the morning <3
1. recovered from my flu
2. a wonderful birthday song by 65 that was sung like a funeral on purpose in fishtank!?!@#*& please funeral ah hahaha
3. green tea breadtalk birthday cake :D (thanks elizabeth!)
4. smashed in the face with the cake .__.
5. forced by mel tan to drink the whole bottle, and
6. had my first feel of being DRUNKK. IN SCHOOL. (damn cool to be drunk hahaha)
7. my first 2 wishes came true!!
physics and PW yayyyy :D hehe
8. mell yeo's house
9. a satisfying and fruitful band prac
10. surprise cake from band prepared by liangsai and cynthia thankyou! (:
11. apple pieeeee :O
12. i managed to catch the bus even though i flagged it too late and the bus went past the busstop already. the nice uncle still stopped for me and i had a seat waiting for me in the fairly crowded bus :O haha
13. i like to make birthday wishes HAHA

ive always wondered what it'll be like to get drunk after seeing how jingying acted when she was drunk in cambodia. and today i finally experienced it for the first time, the first step to my 18 year old life :D so for me, this is what i'll become when i get drunk : light floating mind the first 5 mins, sleepy and droopy eyes, get SUPER ULTRA REDDDD and HOT on the ears and face HAHA, (then after sleeping for a while during physics lecture), a little high for 5 mins, then the redness subsides and i am over it :D HAHAHAA and i was totally alert throughout can. not like jingying at all. was rather apprehensive of laughing hysterically for no apparent reason or acting like an insane person. luckily it didnt happen to me ((:

im gonna have my first taste of the pub tmr night!!

okay gotta go cut cake and sing song byebye!

2009-03-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

I'm bathing in happiness

HELLO :D haha so sorry for the long hiatus. was thinking since blocks are here and i wont be updating anytime soon, might as well just change it to a duper simple layout. and have the playlist there for u guys to listen (yes. i know ppl come my blog JUST to listen to the playlist and nothing else HAHA) okay and right now the playlist is giving me problems by BLOCKING MY POSTS >: ( so, im trying to figure sth out. shall just put it behind my post for the time being haha. (ok. i know it looks damn dumb. but i rather it look dumb than have no nice music(: )

Blocks are over! yayyy. im so happy :D it's a huge relieve really. ms lim just told me that my gp essay's too light and faint and the other teachers were asking her to deduct marks cause of that! omggg T.T it's blue pen lehhhhh. where got faint and light. :S

anyways, i think i screwed up the most for gp and chemistry . totally had no mood to mug for chem since it was the last paper haha. never fails to happen to my last paper. what stupid hot ethanolic KOH. and some stupid minor nucleophilic substituition.__. haha

ben & jerrys after blocks was GREATTTT. omggg the 6 scoops merlion really satisfied all our endorphine needs and made us all so happppy :D cant wait for ben and jerry's dayyy!

so now im super happy 'cause.. basically i :

1. can catch up on my never ending tv drama serials again!!
2. my dad signed up for some hollywood clicks thing. where i can order whatever movie dvd i want(even the recent ones) and they'll send it over for free :O
3. outings outings and more outings!
4. ben and jerry's day coming up :P
5. im savouring every bit of life
6. gym in the evening makes me happier
7. food's getting better and better day by day HAHA
8. car wash next week which hopefull ymeans fun (:
9. something's coming up in 3 weeeeeks! yippee
10. my parents are so doting on me that i feel blissed and rather guilty
11. i THINK AND FEEL THAT I AM AND WILL GROW TALLER. HA. I DONT CARE I WILL SOMEDAY :D

now beat that! and tell me u're not only bathing in happiness but flooded in one (:

i think i have a tsunami here hahahah

okkay tv time! nights everyone <3

they're just emotions

2009-02-15T19:47:00.003+08:00

sth sth yeah sth went on today.

yup.

and i have decided on sth. which is sth that sucks

i can do that sth! yeah man.

and i still have tons of sth to do. ._.

but im doing sth else now instead.

i need to do sth. but im procrastinatinggggggggg :( ugh.

i dont want sch to start tmr.
i need more holidays

butter cookies make your day

2009-02-14T20:39:00.003+08:00

happy vday everyone!!! :D

haha u can never believe how my vday was spent today! i stoned and slacked at home eating yummy kou rou bao and prata and all the chocs from yesterday HAHA. got pangsehed by ppl! roarrr. then i started downloading music and super nice soundtracks! was quite emo thanks to all the love songs i downloaded =/ listened to them on the way to tuition. they were all the 篮球火 soundtracks which were damn emo and damn goooood :D

something unexpected today happened though.
which made my dayy a little!
haha
surprised and overwhelmed (:

oh and i saw TONS of loving couples when i went out :P
the world is filled with love! :O

okkkkk gotta jet!
loves!

带我走♥

2009-02-13T23:17:00.005+08:00

seems further from me day by day.

there's so much to say but so little to express.

almost everyone stayed behind today for the campfire and celebrations.
went back home to shower and went to the wake instead (:

folded the paper money the whole evening and night and ate tons of curry chicken, beehoon, kuo ruo bao, green bean soup etc.

the monotonous folding with playful nieces and nephews running around made me think about lots of stuff.

hmmm,

anyways, vday today was pretty coool(: thanks for alll the gifts ppl! im gonna get fatter definitely haha. roarrrr

and i saw my eyecandy twice today! but weirdly i didnt exactly feel happy.
maybe cause i dont exactly believe in eyecandies. maybe i dont even eyecandy that person.
i've never had eyecandies before and may never will (:

ok. byee world.
happy v day (:

2009-02-11T18:50:00.001+08:00

void.

rest in peace
my dear grandma ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-02-10T20:46:00.001+08:00

the cute guy :D

hahaha.
okay anyways, sorry bout the previous post. i think i went a little insane. yeah.

byebye!

'cause nobody wants to be the last one there

2009-02-08T17:39:00.005+08:00

and i see sunset in your eyes

shrugs.

i dislike how fugly disgusting gross groteque hideous horrible loathsome monstrous revolting patricia ho pei shuan looks. and i mean it right this moment. NOWWWW.

what the heck. im pmsing.

FUGLY PATRICIAAAAAA.

patricia = ugly, fugly, fat, short, revolting.

why are there people with such fugly and horrible character out there.
why cant everyone be genuine and nice.
is it really necessary to have people in the dark to empower and shimmer the ones in the bright.
why cant all these truly ugly people go away and leave me alone.

i find myself ugly in a ugly world.

even if you cannot hear my voice, i'll be right beside you dear

2009-01-25T17:47:00.009+08:00

it's chinese new year eve! haha
have been trying to pack all my clothes the whole of this morning and last night. i have like 500 + clothes ._. omgzx. and almost half of them were never worn before! and i havent seen some in my whole lifetime! there're so many clothes bought from zara and mango which are really nice but I JUST SAW THEM TODAY?! hahaha my sis just kept buying and never wear at all!

ive so many really nice and expensive dresses which were NEVER worn before! but sadly, i can't wear them :( they're either too mature or not my style. sis's style and mine are rather different. and and and my body's so short, if i wear those pretty skirts that my sis bought, i will have to find a short top to match which i dont have. soooo the 100 + gorgeous skirts are wts. wasted. okay patricia ho. you better grow taller HAHA.

anyhows, im planning to set up a blog shop to sell off all that huge lump of clothes i have bursting out from my 4 wardrobes now. i just cleared one whole wardrobe of clothes which i didnt want anymore. so now my wardrobes are pretty neat :D yayy.

packed my tables and mopped the whole house except for the masterbed room. my mom's abusing me! hahaha mopmopmop.

this chinese new year's rather weird. cause im all alone without cheppy or korkor. 3 ppl for tuan yuan fan :( mom's streaming a fish and dad went to buy back 2 more dishes haha.

and i didnt buy any new year clothes =/ with the HUGE amt of clothes i have now, i guess it'll take a few years to wear them all. worse still i look fat in some so im gonna selectively wear some only HAHAHA. so i'd probably take a lifetime :D when i eventually slim down one day ((:

okay shall stop crapping.

gonna go chinatown and walk walk tonight! at around 11.30 pm HAHA. it's gonna be soooo packed. but it'd be so wasted since i live SO FREAKING NEAR chinatown.

my family's hip! gonna catch red cliff II tmr night after bai nian at orchard hahaha. that's what we did last year too. just that my sis was around :( oh i just caught THe wedding game by fann wong and christopher lee last night(: it was quite funny and rather nice. fann wong's sooo pRETTTY. and christopher is oh my freaking god. hawtttt please. hahahaha.

i am so screwed. i havent really decided what to wear tmr!!. hyposis pokerdot rainbow dress which my sis bought and worn only once? oror red fox tube top and white skirt? or or teal flowery kimono looking top and shorts? ahhhhh. i'd probably wear the second since there's red. and it's chinese new year!

this marks the end of the mouse year!
i was watching my picture slideshow for my lappy's screensaver and realised how many memorable and fun stuff happened throughout the whole of last night. nvm new year, new beginning! :D
although she may be full of nonsense and trouble at times, i still miss my sis very muchhhhhh :(
how i wish you could be here in singapore with us just like last year!last year's cny with cheppy! :DDD hearts

i shall mug hard this year.
stay focus.
be happy.
care more for my family and friends
try not to shout at my parents.
have more patience.

cherish my world
and live with no regrets <3

chinese new year

2009-01-22T22:30:00.002+08:00

ive been somewhat looking forward to this day for the past two weeks. haha
school's fine. quite fun and happening in fact. been so busy that i havet been going online the past few days!
chinese new year tmr's gonna be exciting :D

jelly making at bryan's house was rather fun (: two tier color jelly! must buy tmr k!! buy alot alot alot :D shopping for yulei's present and hongkong cafe was good too (:

i think pohting's dog will be super cute! cant wait to see it tmr :P

now im speechless, over the edge im just breathless.

my family needs to turn the wheel of fortune around and roll some fortune in HAHA

photos up another day!

we can do it HOHOHO

2009-01-08T12:00:00.002+08:00

things have been really happening at home lately.

mommy dont worrrry you can do it! it will be all well by chinese new year (:

papa u toooo! :D jiayouuu things will all be the same and alright :D

cheppy left for UK last night!

im gonna (secret)

although you may never lay eyes on this, weee cannn dooo iitttttttt yayyyy

GOODBYE

2009-01-05T20:23:00.003+08:00

omgg i cant really believe it, but i have to say...
my braces have been REMOVEDDD!! they are GONE. :D:D:D:D:D

hahah. it was a very fast process. i never knew it was so easy to get rid of those hard metal square things which were solid stucked to my teeth! she just kinda used this stapled thing to just 'click
, click, click, click' and ta-daaa they were all gone :D

she cleaned my teeth and when i guggled (how do you spell this) there was blood! omggg yupyup so my teeth are bare. and they felt ULTRA UBER SMOOOTHHH!! like jelly. hahaha it felt extremely weirdddd. dr mok took tons of photos of my teeth from every different angle :S think she's gonna use them for some advertorial or sth haha even the nurses were laughing!

im sooo happppyyyyyyyyyy :D smsed practically all my close friends to share the joy! feels quite unused to the feeling though, cause everytime i want to play with my braces by resting my upper lips on the brackets there would be nothing! hahah. now i'll keep using my tongue to roll over my outer teeth to feel the smooth tofu-liked teeeeeeethhh :P

but i kinda feel that my teeth are a little too big. T.T maybe cause i havent seen them bare for a very long time so it's kinda queer to see the whole naked tooth. oh and there's this triangular hole at the bottom between 2 teeth which used to be overlapping each other. cause the gum isnt up yet to cover the hole. yupppp. hopefully the gum will move up soon! ((:

okay im officially screwed for hols hw. :( still have math, 2 pages of chem, whole of GP, econs? and i dont know what. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :(((

xiaoniangre's so niceeee! i dont want it to end. why is yueniang so persistant about her principles. just marry chen xi.

SMILEEEE :D

ohhh. i was brushing my teeth just now for the first time without braces since 1.5 years ago and it felt damn smooth and easy to brush HAHA. still remember when the braces were first up, my first time brushing was horrifying cause it felt like i was only rubbing the brush against those hard rough metal bracings. it was so tough and rough and horrible :( but now it's WONDERFULLY LOVELYYY :D

swensens today was fabulously good. (: i enjoyed being a child again with none other than ms liu herself (: playing the tapping shoulder game and niaoing lifern and binbin haha.
it's never too embarrassing nor retarded to be a child once again. as long as it brings a smile to ur face and lifts ur heart! yam and mint flavoured icecreams VS banana split and macadamian nut!!! :D (com'on obviously the latter wins :P )

New Year New Look <3

2008-12-31T13:46:00.003+08:00

this marks the end of 2008.

the year full of happenings of all sorts.
shant elaborate.

2009 will be a good year! yes it will :D

blow me away

new year's eve! :D

2008-12-31T12:44:00.002+08:00

omgzx my background and pic's bandwidth exceeeded!!! crapppp.

after some hunting last night with kuanhua ive a few that i like! but i dont know which to use hahah.

will change my template asap after this post ((:

it's new year's eve today. omg. last year's new year eve seems like just yesterday. lots of things have happened in this one year. and although last year's new year's eve is still somewhat vivid in my mind it seems extremely faraway and foreign now. haha this year's reallly happening. how i wish we could all go through orientation again next year!! booo. those were the stressfree and carefree days, going to school to playy and only play haha. next year's gonna be stressful with all the tests and prelims and a's :( the seniors this year seemed as though they mugged the whole year and didnt play at alll!! boohooooo. now it's our turn.

nvm dao. haha play until 12 jan first :D im supposed to remove my braces on the 5 jan!! but there's local cip that dayyyy. oh mannnnn. means i may have to postpone my dental appointment :((( maybe i should remove them on the 13 jan? cause i'll be having 3 chalets from 5-9 jan. it'll be so troublesome scary if my teeth move or sth =/

okayy change change change blog skin! rahhhh

oh btw, i loveeee my new blog song Dream by Priscilla Ahn. it's amazingly beautiful (:

workworkworkworkwork

2008-12-27T13:15:00.004+08:00

/edited

helllooooo im aching all over now hahah and my toes are practically dying from wearing stupid heels and walkiing up and down in them the whole night!

work was fun! haha cool and new experience of the makings of a banquet. (: and i realised how scary ur drinks may get if the waitress or waiter uses his hands to grab ice cubes and dump it in ur drink haha.

okay let's start from the start :D
i overslept yesterday morning, didnt hear lennis and zhenrui's sms alerts. then that smart lennis calledddd T.T and i woke up haha but i was still late in the end, spent a super long time tryig to find my black shoes and black shirt for work. anyways we went shopppinggg :D hahah it was so fun! sufen tried on a tube dress!! hahah and she looks nice in dresses! sufennn u should wear more dresses in future :D

ohoh and i loveeee this pull and bear smurff pullloverrr! it's damn nice and comfyyy ((: but it cost a freaking 60 bucks. boo. so sadddd. that's like working 2 nights at pines x)

ohhh thanks so much to sufen i learnt how to bun my hair properly hahah and i bought pins :D bun alllll my hair up to see how it looked like and zhenrui and lennis were like 'err it looks okay.." which means, it's DAMN FUGLY PATRICIA! hahahahaha. T>T butbutbut even with my hair and fringe all back into a bun still got guy come ask for my number and msn! wts. so weird. i think they're all blind T.T

so er work started? the lady was kind enough to lend me a normal looking and fitting skirt instead of my mom's disgusting long elastic malfunctioning skirt. ahah i think the ppl at pines are niceeeeee :D the drinks person, the cup person, the other waitresses and waiters they're all quite amiable and willing to help when i ask them for help. ((:

oh and the other waitresses didnt bun their fringe up. so i went to let my fringe down HAHA :P

i was in charged of table 15, 21 and 23! haha it was some engineering company function with most of the population made out of indians. was quite refreshing considering how i dont really get to interact with the other races having been in chinese schools all the way since primary sch.

i think the cocktail session was the most horrible one! my arms were dying then hahah they were quivering under the tray for a moment. OHH maybe that's why my left arm was totally DYINGGG last night after reaching home. when i say dying i meannnnn = bending my arm equates to pain, lifting my arm equates to aches hahah. then i had asthma attack tooo! omgzxzxzx T.T damn funnny la i have no idea why suddenly like that also hahaha.

but my left arm's better today(: supposed to have sleep over tonight at jiayees! but my dad doesnt allow anymore cause we're going to catch a movie on sunday and i may have work again at night! nvm we're gona cook and order in at her house later :D yayyy

OH
[it was really happening the whole night! many of us kept going to the back and snack on the food which were stil clean but discarded by the guests. damn funnnny. i ate like 3 sushis, 1 satay, 1 beancurb, 2 fried shrimps and popcorn xD ](if my captain or manager sees this i'll just die HAHA)

so that was my very first working experience. my mom was so scared and xintong to see my having asthma and aches last night that she told me not to work anymore. but i think it's funnn! xD

okay im stil half dead :S sleepy and stoning in front of the tv. shall continue blogging after im more normal HAHA

OMGGG speaking about normal, all my friends are telling how i was on tv news last night! about chou chor ming HAHAHA. according to them i was saying "jiayou, bu yao fang qi! " HAHAHA. was going to toa payoh sports centre or sth to meet the cambodian ppl for badminton with weichang when we got stopped by the television ppl to say a few words to chou chor ming! didnt want to be on tv initially. but then the female reporter said "jie4 zhe4 ge4 ji1 hui4 gen1 huan4 bing4 de4 chou chor ming shou1 yi4 xie1 gu3 li4 de4 hua4 ". somehow i felt that if i left without saying anything encouraging to him i would regret it in future if anythign reallly happens to him. cause i once had a chance to wish him all the best but i rejected it D:

kk i shall go find some fruits to eat! i NEEDA SHIT HAHAHAH :P

after 1 night of work i had asthma attack, left arm ached like crazy, toes were dying HAHAHA. patricia is uber IMBA :D

silverbells and christmas stars ♥

2008-12-25T14:28:00.010+08:00

MERRRRRRRYYY CHRISTMASSS!!!

hahah i cant believe it's the actual christmas day already!

i think christmas and chinese new year are my favourite festive seasons :D cause everywhere will be filled with thefestive atmosphere, with jingle bell songs or gong xi fa cai songs spamming everywhere u go, and lightings in either orchard road or chinatown((((: the end and the start of the year had always beeen my favouriteeee period :D

bet everyone's out now celebrating(: but my sis is still SNORING her head off at homeeee! booo. gotta wait for her to wake up before going out haha. today's family day. christmas eve was s7 day! boxing day's gonna be classmate day! and friday's gonna be working day :O sat will be sleeepover day! yayyy

last night my sis brought a whole bunch of friends home at 12 plus am :S and i was in pyjamas and specs and wet hair, lying on my bed using the com T.T hahaha damn unglam. they stayed here the whole night! was thinking 'there goes my sleeeep ): ' christmas eve was ULTRA FUN:D met pohting at outram with my platform slippers at first. then she complaint that my platforms didnt met my dress. so we walked back home to change to heels. and she took of her jeans and wore a super sexy and prettty dress! hahah. quite funny how we ended up at my house dolling up when we were supposed to be taking a bus to queensway. xP

okay anyways heiyi and i intended to help pohting shop for her school shoes(: but as we were looking looking looking, we started looking for a pair to buy for ourselves too! HAHAH. i tried on this pair of black and white addidas shoes for pohting to see how it looks initially cause th display set was a small size. and who knows it looked gooood. then yada yada yada i decided to buy it. HAHA. butbut they didnt had my size ._. UK 4 dont have. siann. after walking into many shops we finally found a UK 4.5 after much hesitation and comtemplation i bought it(: wanted a purple one which i sawwww! but heiyi and pohting insisted that the black suited me more. hopefully my small feet will growww! so will my height :DD:D:D hahaha pohting couldnt suit the black pair for some unknown reason. then heiyi found a pair of silver shinny shoes! they're super pretttttyy. they were made for her please!

limpohpoh was comtemplating between the army cool pair or the pink beady one. but after searching high and low we found this nike one which suited her! haha pink with brown laces :D

im super lazy to type out the details and stuff of what we did. but the gist of that night at heiyi's house was, christmas turkey dinner, gift exchange, truth or dare, tom and jerry HAHA, andddd omg i cant believe we actually did this -- cross dressing our clothes! xD damn funny pohting started saying she wanted to try my dress, then we all started taking turns and going behind the cardboard door to change HAHAHA. insanity :P

heiyi in pohting's dress, jiayee in heiyi's dress hahah

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!

2008-12-24T11:03:00.003+08:00

okay merrrrry christmas everyone!!! :D

today's christmas eve(: going out with half of s7 later to queensway to shop for pohting's shoes and presents(: then to heiyi's house for christmas dinner! last but not least to orchard :DDD yayy

ok limpohpoh tagged me for this questionaire(: BUTTT her blog didnt allow me to copy and paste ._. so i had to select all and paste in a word doc, then copy and paste. haha

1. Who is the person who tagged you?
Lim PohPoh

2. The relationship between you and her/him?

slackers 7 bff :D

3. Your 5 impressions of her/him?

super smart, guai, filial to mummy, pretty!! hahah

4. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will?

that will never happen ((:

5. What will you say to the person whom you like very much?

if i like him alot alot alot i wont be able to talk to him HAHAHA

6. The characteristic (s) you love about yourself is...?

optimistic thinking? haha i dont know. im like stupid, chubby, ugly and short. omgzxzx. :(

7. The characteristic(s) you hate about yourself is...?

hohoho! but actually i dont hate anything about myself. gotta love urself no matter how horrible u are hahaha. (:

8. For the person whom you hate the most, you say...?

i wouldnt even wanna speak to that person.

9. What do people feel about you?

short. chubby. noisy? i dont know.

10. Who do you have a crush on?

no one (:

11. The most ideal person you want to be is..?

no one(:

12. Pass on this quiz to 5 people:

1. Jiayee

2. Sufen

3. Lennis

4. Yixian

5. Heiyi (haha she's already tagged by pohting!)

13. If no. 2 & no. 3 were together, what will happen?

OMG. hahaha. that'd be impossible with the perfect eldwin around for sufen :P

14. Who does no. 5 like?

copy from pohting : ME! :D (Why would i publicise my bff's secrets?)

15. What colour does no. 1 like?

err blue? haha.

16. Say something about no. 3.

he's a super tall person who is DAMN FREAKING SMART

17. Who is no. 2?

My lovely classmate and problem sharing friend((:

18. Talk about no. 5

Heiyi's a really smart girlll!!! and she's damn funnnny with all her octopus forbia hahaha she's prettyyy tooo!

a super duper duper duper niceeeeee bfff :D s7 rocks!

19. Who is no. 1?

senile cute jiayeeeee :P

20. Who is the sexiest person amongst them?

HM, lennis HAHAHA the only guy :P

21. What colour does no. 4 like?

dont know leh. black? she likes alot of colors i think

22. Is no. 4 single?

lalala.

23. What is your relationship with no. 1?

bff :D

24. Are no. 1 and no. 3 best friends?

I dont think they even know each other

25. What is no. 5's surname

LEE pipi haha

26. What is no. 1's nickname?

senile grandma xP

27. What things do you wish to say to no. 3?

hmmmm hello FAT ASSS!

28. What will you do to help no. 5?

i dont think she needs my help at all! haha

29. Who does no. 1 admire?

HAHAHAHA. no comments

30. Where does no.1 live?

ehhh near bukit timah shopping centre there haha. clementi mrt then take bus!

31. Does the 5 of them know who you like?

lalalala

32. What do you wish to say when you see no. 2?

MERRRY CHRISTMASSS!

okay shit im running lateee! gotta go shower and change! bb!

i never use to go out without you..

2008-12-18T21:22:00.004+08:00

not sure if i remember how to.

i had so much to say, but as this page was loading my mind went to a blank.

the house's getting vibrant again! my beloved nicest best (cause she's the only sis i have HAHA)sister has RETURNEDDD FROM THE UK!!! :D yayyy. these few months without my bro and sis home has been rather dead and lonely. i think im turning into a loner hahah. i kinda enjoy the solitude i have and sometimes i'd rather choose to be alone then have the accompany of someone. (: the bus ride alone, plugging in to my mp3 and listening to the lyrics and tunes of the wonderful new songs and just pondering about life and the happenings is so serene and self-comforting ((((: but of course the i still cherish the dearest friends i have! :D 24dec is gonna be funnn so is 27th x)

it feels great and i-dont-know-how-to-describe to have my sis back! :D going to dye our hairs and suntan and shop and go swimming together soooon! yayyyy finally i wont have to go swimming alone anymore.

Platonic friendships are a rather substantial part of my life i realised. some may not believe in it but i do (: i seriously dont get the immature and discriminatory thinking that if a two persons of the opposite gender are close friends they must have sth on. so u mean if one's married she can only be closed to her hubby, dad, brothers and male relatives? and she's not allowed or deemed fit to be out with another platonic guy friend? same applies for single or attached women. it 's extremely ridiculous i feel. arent guy friends and girl friends the same. they're all just friends!

this year has passed us in such a flash. looking back, although i havent really learnt much in my academic (compared to the last few years :( ), i've learnt and grown alot as a person. i understand and know clearly what i want ((: perspectives have changed and sometimes i wonder why's hwachong full of paparazzi and rootless gossips. but i guess it's inevitable in all JCs and polytech. and colleges. there's bound to be ppl spending their whole lifetime observing others and assuming things, having an immature mindset that boys and girls that are close one on one are scandalous and together or sth. :S sometimes i wonder if i should laugh or feel sorry for them T.T

christmas cum kiss-mas is cominggggg!!! yippppeeee. haha as i was running justnow i heard the DJs on 98.7 fm talking about having a kissable kiss-mas lol. but this year's christmas eves gonna be fun!! for once my friends are allowed to go out late at night and party at orchard roaddddd :DDD yayyyy ve been hoping to wear christmas hats and hold lights, walking down oarchard road with close friends and doing all sorts of crazy stuff since i dont know when. my sis and bro has been doing it for many years but somehow all my friends have curfew :( and my parents dont exactly celebrate christmas. boo. nvm i still have many many more christmas coming my wayyy :D

hm, looks like what i wanted to blog about came back to my blank mind after all!

i wanna go workkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. on christmas, new year, and new year's eve :D it'll be a unique experience. counting down with customers and collegues and friends ((: and the pay will be higher since it's a public hol! hopefully some place will wanna hire me. i have 0 experience HAHA. yes i know i noob. pfff.

this is gonna be a stupid post :P

2008-12-13T15:39:00.002+08:00

going out in a few mins time! gotta make this quick and jet :D

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iwantmyhairtogrowlonger. nownownownownow hahahaha
xD miss my long hair
boo

ok mom's nagging byebye!

i dont feel gravity and i wonder why

2008-12-12T23:38:00.003+08:00

class outing at liuzhen's house today :D

omg the guitarhero WII is damn fun! jammed so many songs haha the drumset's fun and i suck like shit at the guitars hahaha xD

hm,

it got me thinking all of a sudden that we're all so big and grown up now. childhood's definitely gone. and soon teenage will followsuit. shirts and pants with branded shoes vs dresses and accessories with heels. the norm. dressing ur age =/ it's no longer a 'too-mature' issue to be wearing make-up out for girls.

will we ever get to be kids again :(

cherish the moment for it may be gone forever. D:

face down in the dirt

2008-12-09T22:40:00.002+08:00

she said, 'this doesn't hurt'.

i just went running x)
deteriorated alot. only ran for 15.31 min. that's like half of my usual -.-

guess you'd know why i went running

monopoly?

2008-12-08T20:03:00.002+08:00

sick :(

sleep over was fun (: i never knew the objective of monopoly was to monopolise everything. haha wowww. so that's how it's played, i am so nooob =/

mahjong till wee hours, snacks, sharing of secrets, monopoly while i was half asleep and surprisingly i was earning big bucks haha, instant noodles and luo mai gai at 5am in the morning, continuation of monopoly till 7?!! sleeeeeeeep :D till 11 plus, wash up, breakfast/ brunch, bridge.

tell me how can i not fall sick with all these fun and happening stuff all packed in one whole night along with the freezing cold weather :S

but it was super fun((:
we were comtemplating if we should pop by kuanhua's house to scare him too since it was just in walking distance haha.

booo it sucks to be sick and sleepy.

SLLLEEEEEEPPP :D
nights world, sweet dreams!

i'm a new soul

2008-12-07T17:00:00.004+08:00

since i came here, i found myself.

i have this sudden urge to go back to cambodia after glancing through the photos once again!! booo :( guess many others are feeling the same way i do T.T

ocip cambodia '08 will never be the same again. it's special and unique ^__^

let's go back after a's next year! :DD

i watched my concert vid for gelato taken by my dad, and i realised i looked quite coool! HAHAHA. surprisingly T.T but i screwed the last bar. boo. anyhows i looked cool lalala xD

i miss ocip cambodia '08 :(((

nvm, it's not about having it, but having been through it x)
and that's enough xD

sleeepover today at pohting's! kovann

NOEL 08' which ocip cambodia ppl! :D

children have the language of the heart <3

2008-12-05T09:34:00.012+08:00

HELLO. im back from cambodia 3 days ago :D haha didnt blog as i was super busy prep-ing and chionging for concert D: i was so screwed. sightreading eveything the day before concert, trying to figure out the perc solo for gelato and getting everything ready on the day itself ._.

but im glad and relieved that it's all over! yayy ! thanks everyone who came to support me ((: especially the cambodian team ^^ was quite overwhelmed by the number of people who turned up to support. according to binbin all the guys came, and almost all the girls came except for 7 out of 16 of them. thankyou for the support! although i sucked like shit T.T paiseh.

i miss cambodia :(( the kids, the people, the teammates, the shopping, the fun, the laughter, the friendships fostered, the supper at night, the card games during freetime everythingggg! :D

im quite lost now since concert's over, cambodia trip's over and i havent touched any homework at all. pffff. wonder what're the kids and Daya doing right now haha. i guess they have moved on and made new friends with the new team :D

the consoling news is i have TONS of recorded tv shows while i was away to watch! smart tv totally rocks! ^^

on a random note, ive grown to like bananas after the trip haha. surprisingly, i NEVER ever ate bananas before the trip. my dad will be stuffing me with them and i'll just refuse to eat it over my dead body haha.

there's so much more to say,

2008-11-19T15:24:00.002+08:00

if you were with me today face to face.

ooops. this place has really been dead T.T
so i've returned from malaysia alone safely! haha it's actually quite cool to sit an airplane alone and enter the gate alone. at the customs area, the malay policewomen were super randommm. they all went "girl, where did you buy ur shoes from? Singapore?" all of a sudden when they were supposed to check and scan my body instead haha . then they kept saying my slippers were very pretty and asked for the price. to their dismay it was bought from singapore and not malaysia. haha super random i was stunned. anyways, that's besides the point; i have gorgeous pretty unique slippers that even the customs policewomen are interested in! hahaha wtf i know im damn bui hel bai here lalalala x)

so many things had happened.
band concert on the 4th dec! 7 pm at hwachong auditorium!! ANYONE?:D $6 bucks only :DD
haha if u want u better tell me now, like NOW. before 4 am tonight, or on the 3rd dec night onwards. cause i'm only coming back one day before the concert =/ yes. i think im SUPER SCREWEDDDDD for concert :( i havent really practised all my parts to perfect. macchu picchu's timpani is =/=/=/=/. gelato's drumset solo i only figured out the rhythms last sat. and practised only then. seventh's night pray for miracle :D

it's like i'll be sight reading everything on the concert day itself. like omfg. cause 13 days of cambodia it's highly possible that i'll just forget everything. yes i know im screwed. :( hopefully i wont screw so badly.

okay right now,,,,,,

I AM SO FREAKING APPRENHENSIVE AND maybe a little excited FOR CAMBODIAAAAA! XD

it's so scaryyyy. hahaha hopefully i wont 'die' there. yes i will SURVIVE :D we're gonna sleep in the some church hall with no generator at night, and TONS of mosquitoes attacking you. scooping cold water to bathe in darkness and a torch. with tons of cute little cambodian kids to surround you! pretty paddy fields and it's their harvesting time now :D their culture and people will be lovely and wonderful! i'll have a fun and a hell of the time teaching the level 2 kids and painting the church hall :P

okay,,,,
SOMEBODY PLEASE TELL ME IM GONNA BE FINE x) HAHAHAHAHA

i still have to go downstairs and buy body foam and that's about it for my packing!
but it's pouring -.-

17th nov was a happening and hard day =/
20th nov is gonna be a greatttt day :D
yayyy go patricia!

damai beach resort

2008-11-09T17:45:00.003+08:00

equates to fun :D

full body massage at some cool hilltop parlour

foot reflexology

ear candling

pingpong

swimming

suntanning

eating

and still eating

hahah

getting quite sleepy now. trying to pass time by playing minesweepers with lennis haha

it's raining outside, so my aunts and grandpa are all like stoning at home waiting for the rain to lighten.

omg PEK CHEK ALREADY. cant find the stupid flags. x)

anyways these few days of getting away from all the noise, troubles and people ive seen for the whole year really helps. ((: came really moody and sad. now im all refreshed. ive come to a conclusion that bitches and bastards are everywhere and inevitable, dont give a shit about them, dont allow them to affect ur mood and they shant give a shit to u mentally nor physically((: as long as ur conscious is clear, people can see (provided they arent brainwashed or blind) (x

shrugs x)

flying home tmr alone! (:

excuse me, it's "she" will forgive "him"

the hardest thing to do

2008-11-07T10:09:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
im currently in sarawak kuching haha just went for breakfast at some coffee shop with my relatives. it's been two years since ive flown over to see my them. everyone's changed! my mom's terrace is rather spacious and nice. at least the rooms have aircon:D and as im typing this, there's this annoying irritating bloody mosquito attempting to suck my blood from my leg! UGH. wonder how i'll survive at cambodia with all that malaria carrying mosquitoes ._.

im sooo gonna get fatter here man. they're bringing us to everywhere to eat all those good food :P my aunts grew durian and rambutans in their fields back in the kampong HAHA so it's like we have lots of durians and rambutans to eat now. gonna eat chilli crab and seafood tonight :O

damai beach tomorrow where i'll be doing a full body massage! yayy haha

okay there's like nothing much here but just food and still food. gonna go some big shopping mall later, hopefully there'll be stuff to buy :D

last minute packing really isnt recommended. haha packed half an hour before leaving for the airport yesterday and i've forgotten my spectacles and my camera so far ._. sian mans

MAHJONG TONIGHT :D HOHOHO

troubled. :( couldnt really sleep properly last night
heatyyyyyyyy .

can u tell me what's the point man,
it all seem meaningless.
i wish that i could step away and breathe
the world's trying to swallow me

why am i making this hard on myself when there's so many beautiful reasons i got to be happy ((:

yayy beautiful lyrics make my day ((:

it feels good to leave everything behind once in a while <3

(ohoh psss. dont miss me k HAHAHA)

what's left is all that we live for

2008-11-05T22:49:00.002+08:00

OP's over! like at long last finallyyyy :D this is the day i screw PW off FOREVER HOHOHOHO :P

but i talked too fast! was a machine gun according to eldwin T.T oh no. haha i subconsciously knew i was too fast but once u start u cant stop! so i just rambled on :S hopefully it's still clear though.
HA Q and A was hahahahahaha i shant speak about it man. spot on for my PI i not sure if it's luck or what.

i am. comtemplating. boooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

flying off to sarawak tmr night! :D gonna see my wai gong gong, aunties and cousins! havent seen them for 3 years? haha have yet to start packing and there's band tmr morning. in fact i just woke up from a thoughtful sleeep. im in a low mood now. pffff

trishie's being really nice and talking it out with me. yayy loves to trishieee hahah
it's a matter of priorities i guess? o.o

runaway, runaway like a prodigal

CIGARETTES TURN TO ASHES.

2008-11-01T22:26:00.002+08:00

going swimming tomorrow!! hohoho. i like swimming
because of a really stupid reason:
u feel really light and slim when u're in the water cause of the density difference
and and the bouyancy feeling is extremely superb! :DDD
hahaha okay, yeah i know it's an utterly dumb reason. but what the heck. swimming rocks my socks. ohoh and u'll feel refreshed and stress-free after bathing and leaving all ur troubles behind in the pool ((:

on a random note, i realised tiong bahru's a rather nice place to visit haha it has everything! and the best thing is, it's just one stop away from my house. so's chinatown, and city hall's just 3 stops away! so's dhoby ghaut, so's somerset, so's EVERYWHERE :O hahahah my house's location is damn goood. now i know why the en-block sale of a whooping 3.3 million didnt succeed. no money can buy over this perfect location unless u gimme a super big pent house condo with a large swimming pool, gym, free massage parlour, fully furnished and designed internally, a super big balcony where i can tan myself, a room each for my siblings and friends! a walk-in wardrobe for my sis and i, a jacuzzi for my parents, water beds and alot more of stuff that i cannot think of at the moment ^^ ahaha

our PW video thingy is DAMN CUTE I SWEAR. hahhah shall upload the pictures one day. omgggg although our faces are not exactly pretty or handsome and the angle is really bad, the little puppets are still as cute as ever! yayyy

boreddddd. sushido here i come!

dont try to control me. it backfires.

i'm a rockstar!

2008-10-28T23:14:00.002+08:00

i got my rock moves, and i dont want you tonight.

NEW SKIN!! :D haha have been wanting to change a skin, but couldnt find a suitable one, and those that i really really loved, the formatting cocked up -.- stupid blogger. ughhh there were so many pretty and awfullly niceee ones! so sadd cant use them. but this is nice too! haha ((:

HC idol today(: sherry sings really good. iype too! haha stupid eldwin, sufen, xiangjing, jonquek, ruiwen and lennis go and dieeeeeeeeee! xP cannot spread ah. if not i'll seriously kill u xD

and er-hem. i did not go for plastic surgery okay! disclaimer :D

patricia's a rather happy girl today! cause she caught up with many of her friends :D and the goodie bag for HCidol's really good HAHA CHOCOLATE AND SWEEEETS^^ yayy

i like this new skin(: refreshed look. same goes for my 'old' wallet. in short, i need changes =/

hohoho i'm a happy girl. oh yeah oh yeah (does the body waves :P)

byebye! havent bathed =/ heh

loves to my ownage class :DD

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2008-10-26T23:29:00.005+08:00

sucks. i just read something horrible. if u dont even understand the whole picture, please dont make judgements like that

Do Not assume. 'cause im telling u, u dont know what'd happened, u dont understand what ive been through, neither have u thought about the possibility of misunderstandings.
rootless accusations..

never have i met ppl who are so self-righteous.

why cant everybody just FORGET ABOUT EVERY SINGLE STUPID IDIOTIC THING. urgh.
i hate conflicts.

im not gonna brood nor tear over this matter anymore.
:(

2008-10-26T23:01:00.004+08:00

oops, realised this place has been deserted for quite some time :P

SCREAM was AHHHH hahahah

runaway, runaway like a prodigal

2008-10-26T23:01:00.003+08:00

oops, realised this place has been deserted for quite some time :P

SCREAM was AHHHH hahahah
went for the maze and trail :D the start of the trail was really scary cause u didnt know what to expect! pohting, hweiming, heiyi and i were sooo scared. we were practically stuck at the bottom of the stairs for 15 mins?! hahahah luckily there was dexter to lead the way(: a guy was seriously helpful then haha. it was quite scary, but once u recognise who the counsellor is u'll just start laughing or think 'errr. okay.' i was only really scared twice. and the cotton wool thing was grosss :S btw LIJIE WAS DAMN FUNNY hahhaha we started chatting and having a convo with him, but all the time he was trying to hide his laughter. oh and we got to go into the guys toilet! rare chance heh. the maze was more enjoyable cause of the aircon haha poor cousellors acting in the trail, they gotta be in all that heavy makeup for 5 hours? and it was super duper hot and humid.

went swimming today with papa and mummy! :D think im a little burnt on my face hahah
sakae sushi and mocha iceecreammmm ^_^

x) i don't know. really don't.
what's all these?

if you follow the wrong star;

2008-10-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO

yawns im damn freaking busy
lack of sleep

i wanna rest well at home to get well soon
but i cant
PeeeeedoubleU MY LOVEEE <3
hahaha

overhauled breakdown.

2008-10-18T13:58:00.004+08:00

yawns. ive been sleeping at 3am for the last whole week T.T
this is self-torment.

have been going out a lot too though. met up with the tns camp clique last night((: jerrold and i were early so we went to starbucks to chill out. sat on this korean lady's cushion at first who used a 'guide to singapore' book to chop the seats ahaha. so anyways met up with jerrold, sarah, tor and the super-late nicole!
newyork newyork!! :D candy floss, and still MORE candy floss hahah. i swear this is the first time i found someone crazier than me about candies and sweets man! jerrold that little kid xD slacked and caught up with each other.

okay. erm something's wrong.

anyways i was feeling ultra uber unwell both physically and mentally on thursday and friday. friday morning/thursday midnight was the worst. ever.
was on a verge of a mental breakdown, was extremely depressed. flu, assholitic cramps which almost killed me the whole of friday morning -.- luckily jerrold and sarah made my day at that end of the day.(:

btw PW written report is finally DONE :O yayness. i shant go into details on how many breaks and afternoons we spent in the library or on the laptop, how many long arduous nights and midnight oil were burnt to get that whole shit out. :(

help wasnt offered even when we were slogging right in front of ur eyes. :(

but whatever, it doesnt matter anymore. OP now x)

hopefully today's gonna be fun :D some surprise for somebody later haha.
ive yet to upload the pics of last night. maybe some other day folks?

you dont know nor understand. nobody does. so stop acting like you do and assuming ur shit out of all these. it's not even a least bit pissifying anymore, but damn bloody hurtful. damn. :'(

walk on patricia.

pictures to cheer the day up!

in my eyes, if nothing else love

2008-10-11T12:54:00.001+08:00

OKAY IM FINALLY BLOGGING :O hahahah

so sry for the long stop of posts T.T seriously too busy. have been going out like almost everyday, it's either im reaching home really late or i'll be busy chatting, shopping, playing sushi-do online hahaha :P

anyways i have TONS of photos to upload. so many things have happened within this 2 months? isit? if not im wrong. lazy to check.

packed my clothes today! omggg i can totally open a shop to sell clothes HAHA ive only sorted out 2 decks and my whole bed is filled with heaps and piles of clothes alr. there's still 1.5 more decks and 1 cupboard! T.T this is the reason why somehow my money's disappearing day by day--- SHOPPPPPING :D

celebrated heiyi's birthday today at shodoku!! :P (is that how u spell it) the food was really good. loved their omelette and freshly made maki. it's been a long time since the seven of us met up for a birthday celebration! felt really good to catch up once again and gossip HAHA.

and u can never imagine,but yes, we took NEOPRINTS ^^ there was a neoprints machine in the jap restaurant! will upload the lovely photos after our dear jiayee scans them in ((: 7 of us attempting frantically to squeeze into that small little frame! super hilarious

then we (okay fine, I) hahaha went shopping for wallets while zx left cause she was too fatigue. i had 5 bodyguards :P pohting and hweiming was busy complaining how my boyfriend would ever stand me hahah. oh and this brings me to an issue, which im so damn 不屑 about..

--censored--

okay that was super random hahah
anyways, ive been shopping for a new wallet!! the GUY LAROCHE wallet is OUT OF STOCK -.- retarded. now even if im willing to spend that amount of money, it's no longer there. liuzhen's right, treasure and grab hold of it when you still can for it may be gone without a trace and never come back to you. mmmm

promos were alright(: haha didnt really mugged much, but i guess they'll be okay. EXCEPT FOR PHYSICS WHICH I GOT TRICKED BY THE 2R height qn!!! and and errr the muzzle speed part. :S oh wells

haha im blogging this so late that ive already forgotten all about what came out for promos! when i think about math, nothing comes to mind!! BLANK T.T chem too.

ohohoh! i wrote the music question for GP. hopefully i didnt make too many grammer or spelling errors, didnt have enough time to double check the whole script.

i dislikeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee peeeeeeeeeeeeeeedoubleuuuuuuuuuu
im going to eat u up stupid idiotic peedouble-u!

urgh. pw is even worse than promos -.-

going for yumcha tmr morning with my parents :D im like alone with my papa and mama now tht both my sis and bro are studying overseas.
yes, ive become their centre of attention, they're focusing and arrowing me T.T
omg -,- my mom just came into the room for the umpteenth time and asked me "pei xuan, how to turn the volume up? (for the computer)"

i think im going to explode in frustration if i continue to get bombarded by such questions everyday. im extremely impatient when it comes to such it-is-just-right-in-front-of-you stuff. T.T and it's bad :(

okay i shall leave u guys with some random retarded photos hahah

OMG LOOK WHAT I FOUND! hhahaha lennis and his utlra long fringe

:O :O :O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O

OH i burnt and am more tanned now because of kayaking! yayy fun :D capszing wasnt as bad as i thought. the instructor made us capsized 3 times! haha expedition one dayy people! :D

不知不觉

2008-09-07T11:17:00.010+08:00

HAPPPY!

hahaha so sorry for the long stop of posts. but eh those that read my blog are mostly those who spent the time with me these few days! so there's nothing to miss haha

last night was FUN : D
26 hours ago was PRETTTTTY : D
yesterday was HAPPY : D
08S65 is the BOMB : D

shalalala :P

patricia smiles for no reason from the bottom of her heart now HAHAH
shits i think im going mad.

shall let the pics do the talking? :P but i dont have alot of them cause my handphone cam sucks. most of them are with sufen and mel tan. i forgot to bring my new cam yesterday! rahhh!

anyways we've got a quarter class wallet pic!! hahah i shall go cut it up later :D:D:D

last year's MAF. it's super pretty. although we felt like pariahs and out of place ny ppl then, we were amazed by the beautiful lightings((:

i like the star! the rings around it blink with time((:

this year's(: sorry for the lousy photo quality haha

i look like shit here hahahaha but whatever man!

im gonna do PPPPPPWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW now .___. :(

rejuvenate

2008-08-31T13:32:00.005+08:00

i hate this. hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate this.

tread water

why cant things\life just be simpler

recuperate

2008-08-30T20:08:00.002+08:00

yes that's the word.

eat a lot a lot a lot,
sleeeeeep like pig
watch the tv

mood: stoney

2008-08-30T19:51:00.000+08:00

life sucks.

i dislike promos

=/

holidays!

2008-08-29T19:43:00.018+08:00

hmmm i dont really see a need to blog about what's happening now 'cause it's enough to suffice everything as long as you know, i know about it.

it's stupid to repeat what's happening in school as you guys are part of it! hahaha

let the pictures do the talking? :D
btw i highly suspect my blog's dead HAHA cause no one's tagging ._.

pooot!

TEACHERS DAY! 751 looks weird with his hair like that T.T 12 lotus was rather nice and saddening! go catch it people! (:

okayokay picture gone T>.T cannot angry!

liuzhen's attempt to draw me with my hair tied up during chemistry hahah it doesnt really look like me though. looks like someone else in banddd!! :PP

headless no more!

okay this is supposdly me a few days ago before i started to tie my hair during GP. hahaha look at the disparity! obviously the body is drawn by wilson hahah. and the fat me has a lollipop in my mouth!

close up(: it says 'fatty bombom' ((:

hahah cause i was drawing cute little sad bomboms during gp

lennis with his new cool hair that requires styling!

all the guys were trying to help style (mess up) his hair :P

zhibin's bday (((: somehow eehong got sabo-ed to be the (birthdayboy) haha

PW group photo requested by our dearest zhibin (: dont u think EEHONG LOOKS LIKE A TEDDY BEAR THAT"S BEING TORTURED THERE! HAHAHAH he looks so uncomfortable!

gay photo :S

bryan's house! the lovely sufen and i (((:

alrighty that's all for now!

OHOH i am DYING for this guy laroche wallet yixian and i saw in the wallet shop today!!! :( it's freaking 109 bucks. that's sooooo impossible for me to ever have it. surfing the guy laroche's website now hahaha. pfff the wallet's super duper duper duepr duper :(

dreams are made beautiful because of You

2008-08-27T19:45:00.001+08:00

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

updates soon! haha havent download the beautiful pictures in my handphone.

POOT

2008-08-22T19:07:00.001+08:00

RHYTHMIC GYMNASTICS NOW!!!! :DDDD

olympics is seriously distracting everyone :P

laterrrr((:

they sound so sweet(:

2008-08-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

luce tmr. hope we wont screw tooo badly. just screw will be fine HAHAHA
got back my math test today! and surprisingly i didnt fail. B alright for an exchange with a suntan and movie((:

okay i am utterly disgustedddd. just thinking about it makes me feel repulsive.
i dont know you anymore. i might never.
tell me there's a misunderstanding somewhere.
disgusted ._.

pangyixian i wanna see you soon! go out go out go out go outttt! hahaha
cheer up alright silly girl:D
you have me! im enough already HAHA have to be contented :P

when u come undone

2008-08-18T21:09:00.003+08:00

OMG i got into ocip cambodia!!!! yipppeeee
this is like the greatest news ever! im sooo excited:P hahaha

anyways im so screwed for math test. think it's gonna be the first math test i fail in history T.T
i didnt get the 200min somehow ._. i integrated cot y wrongly!!! like WTH RIGHT
and i got really weird answers for the last 10 marks question

but i guess i deserve it cause i didnt really mugged for it hahah
went suntanning and movieeeee (:

suntanning was quite a flop. cause it rained when we got there :(((
there was thunder even. stoned around and ate chips and kaya bun
after 1 hour the rain (OMGGG HAHA I JUST PINCHED A BLOODY MOSQUITO DEAD! PINCHED! stupid mosquito was sucking my sis's blood. dont think i dont know rahhh) am i pro or not man pinching skills :D

okay back to topic, we managed to suntan for 1 hour though(: took lots of photos with my camwhore sis. still contemplating if i should post the photos up cause they are erm ._. HAHA
then we watched some parrot bird show before heading down to vivo to meet my family!

12 lotus is quite sad. makes ur mood all grouchy. whole family was arguing and quarrelling after the movie for no good reason hahah

im losing sleep :( have no idea why. been having shallow and short sleeps. sucks.
i feel tensed up inside for no good reason. breathing difficulties ._.
suckssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

someone please coax me to sleep and make me feel tranquil :((((

my extreme happiness seems to be dying down haha
reality's setting in T.T

suicidal suicidal :D

2008-08-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

haha okay im feeling happy now(:
was ultra annoyed at everyth and anything in the afternoon ._.
spent my whole day "making" and searching for music hehe cant really say it's not fruitful, but i was supposed to mug math =/

havent really started at alll!!! and worse thing is, IM GOING SUNTANNING AND MOVIE TMR :D:D:D:D hahaha in other words i'll have no time to mug math anymore! shitsss

havent really done the tutorial for DE T.T and marie took my 9c home!!!

i was sooo bloody annoyed that i went to run. just as i was going out, it starting raining .__. hahaha
but that was a good in a way cause i went to treadmill in my gym downstairs which i thought i would dislike in the past. who knows it was really good and productive! ran for 25 mins and jogged for 6+ mins :D superrr refreshing!

cheppy's confirmed going to king's college now. she's leaving on the 5 sept :((((
will miss her badly T.T the house will be so empty with korkor and cheppy gone :(

nvm! suntanning tmr morning :DD haha
i cant find my yellow bikini! ._.

okay i did nothing constructive today other than exercising .___.
this is badddddd.

ive never felt so happy and carefree in a long long time (((:
this whole week's been great!
to tell the truth, i feel more loved now than before =/

FAREWELL

2008-08-16T13:50:00.021+08:00

okay the long promised overdued farewell post hahah
butbut im still having difficulties downloading the stupid sony ericsson PC suite! rahhhhhh
so there're still many photos in my phone ._.

i shall just post some farewell photos here first alright!
as for the video hmm haha haha haha
too big already i dont know what to do =/

oops i just realised the pictures are not in chronological order =/ start from thebottom pppl!

ultra cool shirts drawn by us to seniors(:

spastic seniors at the back hahahah

section photo:D

cool sticks with our engraved names from daxian(:

section dresscode! hats:D

okay i am not in a very good mood now so dont come and irritate me

heaven sent baby

2008-08-16T00:41:00.003+08:00

NEW MUSIC! hahah was 'making' new music the whole night, searching for stuff, downloading farewell pics, making changes that has to be done sooner or later, basically just polishing up my life :D

i am exhausted(:

a date with SARA was greater than expected! our class totally mashed the ice cream and ate it all up when we were supposed to decorate it hahahaha just threw in the whole pound cake and mashed it ! it looked quite gross what it's seriously DAMN GOOD. vanilla with raspberry icecream and vanilla/chocolate poundcake simply delicioussss ((((((: we managed to make a lovely pink heart with the remains of our first icecream! hahaha

rushed to band after that and iwas soooo worried for my phantom!! my left hand T.T
luckily some miracle happened halfway through and i could play after a few attempts.

sth seriously dumb, stupid and annoying happened when i just went for band .___. shall not talk about it anymore. but it brought my close to tears. retarded.

my stomach feels strange and weird right now hahahaha wonder if the SMASHES icecream and poundcake is taking effect :O

alrighty im dead beat T.T
somebody go kayaking with me for sabbs! :D

goodnights my world (:

okay i am supposed to blog about marcus quek the guy who doesnt even know my blog is reopened ._. how lag can u be ._.

done((:

sweeeeeeeeeeets:D

2008-08-14T15:47:00.002+08:00

ive been feeling super good since that day!
ohhhmeeeeeeeeegaawkk i cant express how right and good that choice was HAHHA
mutual feelings fading away together how cool is that! :P

i think im going crazy
i can just smile stupidly to myself from within while thinking about stuff on the bus ride home HAHA
crazy shitsss
and and and everytime i look at my cool new pretty lovely one and only sexy stylish cute smooth leathery soft handphone pouch, i cant help but have this indescribable feeling :DDD and i know you guys out there are dying to have my handphone pouch(: too bad it's MINEE hahahahaha

alright alright enough crapping i know i sound like im haywire right now cause im damn high must be the fruittips (:
im gonna sleep, and hopefully wake up to mug econs oligopoly T.T
stupid testssss bombarding meee!

shall upload the photos of farewell the next post! it's long long long overdued already haha
im wondering how to upload the super huge video of percussion.
it's MEGA huge trust me =/

oh yeah, am super worried for phantom :( my left hand seems to be retarded ._. keep slowly down. leng's going to kill me. doing that part tmr. doooomed. and concert's barely a week away .__. :( scared. i dont want to play alreayd laaaa

ehhh where did our slackers 7 chalet go huhhh? omg i just found this photo!! hahaha 22th march(:

the most wonderful class ever.

okay bed time people! goodnights(:

2008-08-11T22:28:00.002+08:00

hahaha people! dearest people! i cried because of the movie money not enough 2!!! ~~not cause of someone not worth mentioning!~~ yepp

i have loads of stuff to blog about right now. but it isnt the right time just yet.
will do it soon(:

hearts <33

2008-08-09T11:42:00.009+08:00

/edited
OMG. how could i forget! ._.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE(:
no ndp tickets ._. imagine u were there for the beijing olympics opening ceremony. it's like 1000 times much more exciting and surprising than our national day parade i must say. but ultimately it's the sensation of feeling proud to be a singaporean and cherishing what we have today.

okay enough of crapping, no mood.
/edited

haha
im lazy to explain what has happened the past few days
haven't uploaded the pictures
shall do so and let the pictures do the talking soon((:

oh and i havent got the farewell pictures from charis!

watching beach volleyball olympics now.
the weightlifting girls are super strong and muscular omggg (EHH why are all these words underlined?!)

anyways there are the super duper late photos of my sister's birthday!
17th march
it was then where everything was still unsettled, just like now.

my pretty wonderful loveliest sister! hearts(:

yesterday reminded me of cny. the people, the atmosphere, the whole feeling, the whole journey from potong pasir home late at night. basically everything.
words cant express how im feeling right now.

blopblopblop.
i know what it means now and why im/was saying it haha

are we ever gonna learn to fly

2008-08-05T19:07:00.008+08:00

edited/

let's tryyyy right!

to the right, to the right, everything you own is a box to the right(:

------------points there------ L

nycb limelight last night!

screwed up like shit haha

but the juniors were seriously awesomeeee :D

proud of u guys(:

somehow i really miss nanyang and the times spent in nycb

last night was quite stress-free

we basically went there to play a fool and have fun at the backstage of esplanade HAHA

cause like the 3 songs we were playing are seriously quite shitty:P

you guys seriously shouldnt have come!

unless you were going for the nycb band

was so exhausted i overslept this morning

couldnt pull myself out of bed!

haha noooo actually i had a stomachache(: yeah

a reallllll bad one too :P

anyways,

one will always know that slackers 7 is always there for you

always, no matter what (: yayyyyy

madjack was great:D

btw the percussion farewell video turned out to be rather touching i almost cried when it was playing hahah

thanks everyone who came down to support last night! haha

xiexie shouzhu for the purple rose and the purple fortune telling bottle which i tried 4 times and got like er all first 3 "the truth is out there" which really freaked me out! cause i was sooo afraid. like what truth =/

then the last try i got was a cupid one(: yayy haha

i know you're broke =/ paiseh. but the nice you still got me stuff

thanks

anyways im so sorry about ur physics test. really. i'll let u sit next to lennis next time!

oh and and and i can sit next to you so u can copy me too ((:

hahaha please dont hate me alright:D

oh i need to transfer my 10000+ smses into the com like realll soon. hahah but how come i dont rmb having message transfer for my sony ericsson software!.

this is retardedddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

patricia NEEDS TO GET HER ASS WORKING.

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all i wanna do now is curse and swear and scream out to the whole world.

like seriously.

it's farewell today!

2008-08-02T10:34:00.005+08:00

hahahahaha you guys are soooo cute! especially stupid lennis what wo zai zhe li! haha

anyways today's a busy day for patricia cause she has nonstop of stuff to prepare and do! wrote letters and was sending stuff to charis for the video until like 3+ am into the night :/ and it's a miracle how i was able to wake up a 9.40 am in the morning. i still have 3 presents to prepare, erer fold the letters and hopefully find pretty stuff to add and and i DONT KNOW stressssed. and everything has to be done by 12! 1pm alumni prac, then after prac would be straight down to NUS staffclub for farewell (: iii dont know what to wear. shit and i think i look horrible today. EYEBAGS.

there're some stuff i wish to say, but the time isnt right. just like how u wanted to say some stuff but couldnt cause it'll only make me more confused early this year. i'll just have to wait till everything's settled.

no hurry no hurry no hurry :P
wait noooooo i have to hurry cause time's running out for the presents and letters!!! GG

gawk i still havent shit out my constipated shit HAHAHA
ohoh i forgot to mention about the macs last night. i'll just leave some keywords so i'll be able to recall and remember in future.
monopoly=liuzhen
price discrimination
cartel
oligopoly
jiaying
yongjie/liangjun
jiachen
yiyi=liangsai (:

today's gonna be a good day cause patricia says so (:

2008-08-02T00:32:00.002+08:00

thank you. really thank you to all of you guys. really appreciated it (:

and to those who read but don't tag or tell me(actually it's everyone now cause no one's tagging =/ ) please leave a tag before closing the window. let me know i have you

oh gawk patricia really needs to shit out all that constipated shit real soon HAHAHA random

HEALTHY! haha

2008-07-30T20:25:00.002+08:00

im finally well from some idiotic throat infection/fever/flu! rahhhh it sucks so much to be sick(:
i missed school for 2 whole days andddd i miss gems!!! all the fun :(

so glad that im better now :P eating strawberry yoghurt! yummmmmmy

just got home from band today! and im soooo proud of my artwork for jiehan's :P:P:P HAHA damn cool and nice please! bet he'll like it to bits(:

mmmmmmmmmmm i really wanna talk hahah it's been sooo long since i could talk cause of my throat infection.
HELLOO HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO TO THE WORLD OUT THERE!!!

BIG HUGS AND HELLOS! PATRICIA MISSES YOU GUYS ALOT. i wan another gems! boohoo

:(

2008-07-25T20:44:00.002+08:00

sickkkk :(
had fever the whole day. and i practically slept the whole day T.T
just woke up andddd my fever still has not subsided .___.
stupid throat infection :(((

im not sure if i can go for gems tmr morning. bleahs

this sucks.

Goodbye Apathy

2008-07-24T19:37:00.006+08:00

i love this song and its lyrics (:

I can't sleep now, no, not like I used to
I can't breathe in and out like I need to
It's breaking ice.. now, to make any movement
What's your vice? you know that mine's the illusion
And all at once (as i'm trying)
I can help you out ( just to keep things right)
I'll be what you need (I kill myself to make everything perfect for ya)
Goodbye apathy, so long apathy

[Chorus]
So don't sit still, don't you move away from here
So goodbye apathy (as i'm trying), so long fancy free (just to keep things right)
Goodbye apathy, (kill myself to make everything perfect for ya)
I don't wanna be you

I don't walk right, not like I used to
There's a jump in my step as I rush to see you
I could be happy here as long as you're near to me
As long as you're close to me Now that I'm alright (as i'm trying)
I can help you out ( just to keep things right)
I'll be what you need (I kill myself to make everything perfect for ya)
Goodbye apathy, goodbye apathy

[Chorus]
So don't you stop pushing me, I can take so much
So goodbye apathy (as i'm trying), so long fancy free (just to keep things right)
Goodbye apathy, (kill myself to make everything perfect for ya)
I don't wanna be... you...

Everybody is watching you, everybody is watching me too ....

anyways there are THIEVES IN HWACHONG. grrrrrrrr
first my ipod, lip balm and braces wax!
now ._.

im still brooding over my ipod actually :(
though my parents arent blaming me, (no it's actually cause i didnt really tell them. just told them i checked the cctv but to no avail :S) it's sooooooooooo sickening how some asshole dared to steal my ipod with all my newly downloaded songs! and my ipod isnt even barely one year old.

pffff. to hell with those THIEVES.

i shall try to stop brooding over it. try not to brood over it too k! ((:
oh i actually had a dream this afternoon. a bad one. about us TT but i guess it isnt an appropriate time to tell u about it now((:

physics spa today! haha it wassss a panick attack for time! hahaha i totally forgot about the rubberbung at first!!! only at the last ten minutes when i was already rushing my calculations and conclusion before i realised ._. almost died hahahaha luckily i managed to finish in time:D

and june, i asked mr tan already! for the 101th time, ur gradient HAS ERROR CARRY FORWARD ALRIGHT!! hahaha he said it wont really affect ur grades. so stop worrying about it! haiyooo hahaha

dao the idiotic thieves (:
everyone out there in hwachong, take good care of your belongings! drive those thievies to nuts cause there would be nothing to steal but toilet paper HAHA :D

blopblopblop

2008-07-21T23:56:00.001+08:00

alalalalalalalalalalalalalaaalalalalalalalalalalalala.

blopblopblop
i love prunes haha!

having a good chat with jiehan now(: he's really helping

anyways i was so exhausted today that i slept during physics tutorial. totally zonked out T.T

wei shen me wo sha?

come home♥

2008-07-15T20:51:00.003+08:00

gambling at liuzhen's house! hahah it was really fun. not the gambling aspect but the company and stupid jokes :P lost 4 bucks excluding the 2 bucks luther and liuzhen sponsored me HAHA paiseh(: lennis was losing 11 bucks at first then he totally went on some cool winning strike and won some in the end! i shant talk about luther HAHA liuzhen won too!! all the imba gamblers((: eldwin, sufen and i lost T.T

feng shi now ._. boohoo it hurts. pffff

almost all my blocks results are back! left gp essay((: so far ive got ADAE or DEAA hahah wonder what i'll get for gp to make up some word. cause i cant make any word with my current grades!! 31/50 for compre so i'll need some decent marks for essay to score for my last result!! go patricia:D hahahha actually i dont really care about blocks results T.T this is bad. like over then over lohhh. cant really do anything about it now so just focus on the present and the future((: GO EVERYONE! promos we'll get straight As! woooots :D

stay beautiful♥

2008-07-10T22:04:00.003+08:00

i like this song alot!! stay beautiful. it's sooo nice to the ears hahaha

anyways patricia's officially influenced by her wonderful classmates liuzhen and wilson and is starting to like poker and mahjong! hahahah bad influence :P

and she has a wawa on viwawa! viwawa's fun :D
and dota is boringggggggggg (((:

i am getting fattttttttttt
gawk. pmsy these few days. moodswings = must eat to be happy
and eating to be happy means growing fat cause most of the time im not happy with im pmsy
getting fat is just wronggggggggg.
wrong wrong wrong!

hohohohohohohohohohohohohohohoh : D im starting to like my surname hahaha

alot (:

:DDDDDDDDDDD

2008-07-07T22:02:00.001+08:00

SENTOSA is LOVE!!! (((((((:

all i can say is today we had hell lots of fun! 65 rocks:D hahahha

i woke up late again T.T reached there 55mins after the specified time. hahaha luckily they KINDLY waited for me. sorrrryy!

so we went to palawan beachhh:D bought a beach volleyball for 23 bucks hahah and started playing((: my hands are still abit sore from all the whacking and failed attempts of smashing! but it was really fun. the S.H.I.T team won!! a close fight with some unknown ulu team 13 -15 WoOOHOOO hahahah liuzhen, lennis, wilson and i VS rachel, eehong, niyi. okay la although we have more people, our win was superb okay! we were getting trashed at first(referee marie kayu hahahahaha), then somehow or rather at the end we just chiong all the way up!

then we started building weird stuff. rachel happily built her sandman with a sand girlfriend while luther's tortoise got KS superrr BADLYY hahahahah the tortoise was so pretty! 65 tortoise!! :D

photowhored and we smashed it :P then stupid luther or lennis started to bury my legs when i was standing on the pile of tortoise remains. and yes, everyone started to bury patricia ._. up to the kneeeee hhahah. why does everyone have a fetish of burying my legs up to the knee level? o.0 weirddd. but i must say it was fun((:

i was safeguarding the vball as they threatened to throw the vball at me!

qian shou guang yin!! hahahaha

AS I WAS WANTING TO GET OUT OF MY BURIED POSITION, lIUZHEN, LENNIS AND EEHONG INGENIOUSLY STARTED THE 'THROW-PATRICIA-INTO-THE-WATER' MISSION!!!!! thanksss ahhhh i'll rmb your 4 for as long as i can HAHAHAH luther, eehong, lennis and liuzhen. bold it so the whole world knows how evil u are! wahahah :P

it was extremely scary to be lifted up by ur four limbs and u're left struggling in midair T.T buttttt it was STILL DAMN FUN. hahahaahah okay patricia's so qian bian :D

one time wasnt enough, goheehong and other horrible ppl began threatening to throw me in again! rahhhhh. i foolishly fell for eehong's trap, thinking he was so nice to let me push him in. push push push deeper and deeper, and suddenly wilson attacked me from the back D: and yes, in the end i was the one getting dunked YET AGAIN. thanks ahhhhhhhhhh hahahhah

frisbee's fun when u anyhow throw and make ppl run to fetch it back right calvin? HAHAH

met up with the late couple eldwin and sufen, and went to eat subway!

goh ee hong does not know how to order! hahahahahahahahahahahahah so funny! he doesnt trust my taste. but we ended up sharing a foot long. how ironic! but subway's goooooood :P i loveee subway

retarded eeeeehong((:

oh gawk im sooo talll:D

upon looking at the photo, i realised that my shorts were practically invisible T.T candid shot by sufen hahahah

funnny liuzhen joins in the fun!:D

monorail-ed back to vivo, met up with yixian for a while and saw chris and liangzhen! then they all wanted to go my house to play cards. so we headed home! thanks to u guys i had an extra sumptuous meal tonight. hahaha unagi! (is that how u spell it?)

everyone left one by one and soon only liuzhen and wilson remained. they ingeniously suggested to play poker. amazingly i had this huge luck aura around me! kept on winning. it's like first draw and i'll get a pair of Kings. quite freaky come to think about it :S won 23 bucks! yayyy

today's an extremelyyyy fun and exhuasting day. im slightly burnt now hahah :D
65 lovesss!

somehow or rather, this gambling night thingy reminded me of that night at wilson's house in term 1. we were supposed to bake fortune cookies for the cny booth thingy, but ended up playing mahjong hahaha

3 retards trying to poke into the pear at one go! hahaha

oh update about the shopping and catch up session with yixian, it was super fulfilling indeed ((: managed to buy a dress, a tofu shirt and a pink backpack! like yayyy i've always wanted a backpack for sch((: was debating between white or pink though :S hope it's a correct choice! yikes, i havent packed my stuff for tmr yet T.T and im dead beat.

i feel like ripping yixian's post here cause it's just sooo hilarious hahahah maybe i should? :P

why cant everything be fine simultaneously? it's always either one's fine and the other isnt. : (
but still, im glad about the former. as for the latter, give it a moment

mmm wu nai

where were those nights

2008-07-06T21:53:00.003+08:00

munch munch munch:P
fisherman's wharf for dinner! it was alright la. although the fish and chips are counted to be on the cheaper side, the drinks cost a bomb. and the service was rather bad. not to mention the cushion seats look like they havent been washed for ages T.T

EoMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM MMMM rahhhh hahahah submitted it before i left for dinner(:

ilp? hahahahahahah what's the heck is that?

alrighty it's discussion time for ilp ((((:
busy busy patricia's going to jet!

GOODBYE WORLD

jia di

2008-07-05T09:18:00.003+08:00

omggg ive finally saved barely enough to go shopppppingggg :D
hahahha although it's like barely enough but i'm going out with yixian today. hopefully we can do some miserable shopping with that miserable money((:

stupid braces are making my lips bleeed!! how irritating. and disgusting. and painful.
suckks
i cant pronounce and speak properly now ) :

blopblopblopblopblop

yayyy lao pok pok is happier(:
haha

And though she smiles

2008-06-29T01:57:00.004+08:00

There is something just hiding,
And she cant find a way to relate.
She just goes unnoticed.

it's 1.59hrs into the night.
or rather the next day.
and im feeling extremely fatigue
but part of me just refuses to sleep.
guess it's just the down season.
ridiculous?

celebrated hwei's bday today. real good catching up i must say. i feel blessed to have u guys as friends(: thanks for letting me feel that im never alone even if the world holds nothing but despair.
sentosa outing with sarahh,sara,nicole,tor,jerrold,guoxiang. it turned into a vivo outing instead due to the short of time. played in the rooftop water like retards. but it was really fun. water playing's just pure joy. teehee. photos soon hopefully.

there's an answer in the sound of the train;

2008-06-19T17:51:00.004+08:00

dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

havent mugged a single thing today. just slacked, watched tv and chatting online now hahahah
okay i am so dead.

still have a bit of chem left, and econs econs econs!
actually i think blocks will pass really fast. it's only 4 days?! thursday it'll be all over! yayyy
im dreading more for other stuff. like pw. it's really shitty. like shit. trust me when i say that. cause when i try i just dont get any encourgaging motivation to carry on; i just dont feel a need to put in so much effort when no one even give a damn shit about it. but at the back of my mind i know i still have to do it .__.

whatever. tv time for now. lalala

the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star ♥

2008-06-18T21:04:00.002+08:00

yayy today's a productive day i must say! although i pulled myself out of bed at 9+am after not being able to sleep at 3am in the night and was real fatigue and floaty the whole day, i managed to successfully crash the econs lecture and benefitted from it! :D chapter 11-14 done:P

met up with lennis, eldwin, sufen and ruiwen to mug at the reading room. quite fun and interesting hahaha STUPID ELDWIN kept niao-ing me and bullying me the whole day T.T rahhh. lennis too! right from the start when we were walking to coro, all the way to 6+pm when we were walking to the busstop. PERVs eldwin and lennis!! sufen must help us scold eldwin :D walks away lalalala. anyways managed to dig out alot of info from them. then xiangjing joined and we started teasing lennis for youknowwhat hahahah

basically it was a fruitful day! O.O now im sleepy and bloated. wonder ifi can still wake up tmr morning to mug :S

munch munch munch i loveee grapes :DDD

and all i can do is; try.

2008-06-17T19:06:00.002+08:00

im sick of studying T.T and it's not like im studying alot. hahahah this is bad. only semi-studied for barely 2 hours the whole of today! watched pride, aquamarine, house new season and csi today! :P

okay this is baddd. real real bad. patricia ho buck up! chemistry's my worse subject so far but that's really queer cause it's my second best subject all along behind math. and and and i understand chem!! somehow i just cant score. weirdd ehh. nonono the weirdest thing ever is that i know nuts about econs, havent started on it at all. but it's been my best subject so far?? O.O blinks. i'm ranked 33 for econs and 437 for chem HAHAH unbelieveable right?!

lalalalalalalala should i go have a nap now or continue csi which is showing right in front of my two eyes now? gosh and im sniffing and sneezing nonstop.

conclusion after this post : THIS IS BAD.
but guess what, im still gonna sleep now HAHAHA :D

House marathon:P

2008-06-17T17:24:00.001+08:00

sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepyyy!!!

yawnsyawnsyawns

there's a beauty walking away

2008-06-16T17:18:00.011+08:00

it's coming to the end of monday already! hahah i say end cause nights are not meant for mugging(: i'd usually just slack throughout the whole night doing nothing constructive until 1 or 2am hahahah so basically my productive period would be from 2-5? which, isnt very productive either HAHA i only revised a bit of physics today. and i still have ALL of chem and econs to mug! thinking about it, i am so seriously dead meat. :/

waiting for my sister to end work and return so we can do something productive together :P

my spinal cord at the neck area hurts badly now .__. just touching it or glazing pass it triggers pain. booohooo. hahahah i went running yesterday, then i stupidly went to sit on the exercising ball and bounced happily like some idiot. somehow i lost my balance cause of the exhuasting run and i fell BACKWARDS! yes i know you guys must be thinking that patricia's a brainless ass right now hahahahah what a stupid foolish thing to ever fall backwards from bouncing on an exercise ball! ultimate retard .__.

anyways my beloved daddy is resting well at home! hahah my mom's turned into some 24 hours private nurse. she's all set on cooking different kinds of love-filled porridge for my dad (and obviously the family too) everyday T.T had scallop porridge today. tmr's gonna be chicken i think and fish the following day hahah. it 's quite cool actually to see your parents expressing their care and concern for each other even after so many years and considering their not very young anymore. sweeet's the word :D most of the time u'll only notice how your parents care for u and your siblings but not for themselves. it's like caring for us has become a natural thing to do but not for themselves.

OH anyways we gave the respective presents to our parents last night! hahahhahaha my daddy fits the polo nicely:D yayy! he's like 'wow i look 20 years younger in this youngster tee'. took some photos with me in pyjamas HAHA cause i was lazy to change. and if u looked closely, my sis was in her pyjamas too just that it was a dress. and my brother was wearing what he wears to sleep alright!! so ehem, im not the only one that's not dressed for a photo :P and pardon my hair it's wet from bathing ._. ahhh basically i just look the most unglam in these pics HAHAH

oh my sis is back! time for some productive things now hahahah

my dad's complaining about what's for dinner

hahahahah soooo cute!

BYEBYE! i'll be back after a short while :P

Stupid for You

2008-06-15T16:31:00.001+08:00

yayy i revamped my blog! haha took me quite long cause i was bored. the songs in the playlists are loveee! must listen to every single one of them okay! hahah

today's PAPA'S DAY! Happy father's day PAPA:D (although i doubt he'll ever see this haha) went parents' day shopping on thursday and bought him a fox polo! blue and white strips((: bought my mom's belated belated mother's day present too haha. my dad just got discharged from hospital today. had this slight heart attack on wednesday :/ his heart rate was 39?! that's like soo soo dangerous and scary. on friday it was 50+ and according to my siblings when they went to visit him, his heart rate dropped after talking to my mom! hahahah i bet my mom doing her usual assumptions again .__. you can just imagine how much my mom stresses my family out when she's assumes stuff T.T

anyways fortunately my dad went to see a doctor in time so now he's all fine and healthy! :D yayyness to good health haha. we're just gonna have a simple dinner at home today to celebrate cause my dad doesnt want to go out(: which is good. gotta rest well(((:

Oh the visit to Sayha's house was better than expected i must say! haha although it started out bad :S Sayha and her mom were really really nice. had a spread of food --curry chicken, black pepper prawns and broccolli & cauliflower. attempted to eat with our fingers hahah was quite cool. malay's way is slightly different from the indians. in sec 2 we had this india culture thingy where we went down to an indian restuarant and ate with our fingers too! indian's use only the 3 fingers if i didnt rmb wrongly. but sayha says the malays use all five fingers haha. did our interview, played five stones:P havent played them in ages. sherylhong and i used to play them like crazy everyday in primary schoool. i've lost all my prowess hahaha. OH we learnt how to write racial harmony in arabic langauge! i know how to say 'shutup', 'iloveyou', 'goodnight' in arab langauge now:D lastly we snacked gerong pasum which was rather nice (oops i forgot how to spell it HAHA it's just the fried banana(: )

the visit really changed my viewpoint of the other races as it was the first time i interacted with a different race since i was in a chinese rpimary sch, followed by all the SAP schools. EH WAIT. ive been interacting with a half-indian all these while! CHRISTAL hahahahah

diediedie one more weeek to blocks T.T pff and im still procrastinating. gasps!!

will upload photos another day! i shall go watch tv now:P byebye!

2008-06-06T12:56:00.000+08:00

helloo! patricia is a super busy and stressed up girl right now cause she's busy enjoying life, playing and slacking like mad although she's feeling stressed with all the undone work at the back of her mind(:

monday jamming = diee hahaha
2 more weeks to blocks = DEAD havent started on anything at allllll ._.
EOM = DEAD TOO
ILP = hahahahahahahaha haha HAHAH

okay im going crazy:P but somehow i just dont feel like moving my fat ass and get some work done! dinner with sarah, nicole, guoxiang and maybe tor tonight! man im dam broke ._. jts totally drained my money but it was damn nice((:

rahhh oh elections are over! wednesday was a weird day but happy day(: so basically now everything's like settled. i can feel the ground finally and not wavering about in mid-air. hope everyone's happy with the results:D

oh and that idiot chicken just went to play his game again! hahahah qu si ba havent even sent you the stuff then u go play. thou shall not send u anything anymore. bleahs

hmmm today's friday! okay i shall go check out what's showing on tv now haha

byebye world(:

PHOTOWHORES#

2008-06-02T16:45:00.000+08:00

photos as promised!

had interview today(: jts later! yayyy

okay gtg im super lateee T.T
goodbye!

Contented:D

2008-05-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

maybe, not(:

i have soo much to say. but i dont know where to start! tons of stuff happened today. my mom gave me this pep talk before we left house. it sounded totally rubbish to me initially, but then, it got me thinking. real real hard.

she told me to change my life
change my lifestyle
change the way i'm living right now
change my hairstyle
change my diet
change my attitude
basically change everything.

the 4 of us had a great lunch at thai express!! <3s it's been almost one year since we went out like this. korkor's back yayness! THEN the MIRACLE OF THE DAY HAPPENED hahahaha my mom said she would pay me a 3 digit sum if i cut my hair short :P hahhaha u can just imagine how much she loathed my hairstyle! she seriously wanted me to change my life.

attracted by the moneyy and what she said made some sense. u guys have no idea how unlucky ive been all these while since school started. PURE BAD LUCK. total bad luck.

SO HELLO TO THE WOLRD OUT THERE, I HAVE A NEW SHORT HAIRSTYLE NOW :P it looks rather alright((: happy with it hahah

went shopping with sis after that! bought new court shoes cause the ones i bought were too big ._. it sucks to have small feet at times. bought a purple skirt too!
rahh im like busy chatting and blogging simultaneously it seems like i can never finish blogging!! hahahah

i like my semi new life now(:

and. it really got me thinking..

2008-05-29T12:43:00.000+08:00

man. i have this HUGE URGE TO LOCK MY BLOG AGAIN ._.
this sucks.
im off for lunch at thai express

goodbye world.

out of sight; out in mind?

2008-05-29T10:09:00.000+08:00

hmmm maybe..

concert's coming! concert's coming! concert's coming!! :D

haha i can imagine how nervous and anxious ronald and charis are feeling about it. your first concert ever(: i cant really rmb how i felt in sec 1 for my first concert. but all i know is our first performance was at sentosa where we had to move and lug all the heavy bulky instruments to sentosa and carry them across miles and miles of i dont know mountains? :S bahh but the best and most fulfilling concert ever was last year's appassionata X! IMBA LOVES pleaseee.

just talking about concert makes my palms sweat. hahah sooner or later i'd just flood the whole keyboard (no kidding that would be gross)

let's just hope i wont screw up my parts tmr(: though they may not exactly big parts it still sucks when u know u could and had done it well before, but just succumbing to the audience and stage presence.

okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i know how ure feeling cause this problem existed right from the start.u're probably feeling how i felt at the start when i realised how much u didnt understand me and my actions. all the one-sided crap which was totally untrue. and although u still dont really get me at times now, it's getting better.
we just gotta express ourselves <3

it's frustrating at times, i know.

i love going for band pracs now! hahah maybe it's cause ive wonderful seniors and section mates there to cheer me on((: jiehan and his happy thumb, daxian with he's contagious laughter, christal with her blisters, andrea and her entertaining stories, ronald and his fasting period, liangzhen and her wonderful name to call:P, charis and the big hug, wushuang MIA hahahah

wonderful peopleeee:D yayyyness
ohohohoh my brother's back from the usa! he loooks REALLLLY different. i'm like "where's korkor? bring him backkk bring him backk nowww!!"
pep talks are nicee especially from a big brother:D

omg im telling you guys, i have this horrible pimple outbreak on my cheeks cause of the sunburn .__. pfff nvm they'll disappear soon((:

just, SMILE :D

not

camp magica(:

2008-05-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

okay this is going to be a short post cause im dead beat from the camp. band tmr at 9! im officially afraid of kids now!! like zomg stay away from me for like 2 days? hahahah. it was like an overload of kids. at first they seemed soooo cute to me! not saying they arent now. but the rowdy ones got a little annoying after 2 whole days of facing them(: luckily i was an SM:D poor GFs. but given a choice i would really realllyreallyy choose to be a GF CAUSE THE KIDS ARE JUST TOO CUTE TO RESIST! plus u get to go dragonboating with them! like what a once in a lifetime chance(((((:

many many loves to the camp magica people!! u guys were AWESOMEEE and i mean it with all my heart. without u guys and the kids the camp would be meaningless. im starting to miss camppp :( our bunk, our cosy corner(me and my brillant idea!), our night games, talks, bathing time! ecp, crashing different groups:D OHH and playing what time is it mr wolf with the kids! i have no idea but they all seem to love that game. played it like 20 plus times with the kids T.T HAHA

darren, siew mai and many many more other kids were like soooo adorable u just felt like squeezing them :D

anyways nicole, sarah, jerrold, annabelle, sara, veronica, guoxiang and many many more we have to meet up real soon okay!! :D god i keep using the phrase 'many many more' T.T influenced by that action "butts out, out somemore, many many more"
photos the next post!

i keep losing my temper these days ._. sucks. but whatever i cant explain myself too. and i hate this.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i need to let it all out

goodnight folks
<3s

Smile cause you know you deserve to :D

2008-05-17T21:36:00.000+08:00

it's been an eventful week! okay maybe not the whole week(: but wednesday and friday. i shall upload the spastic videos of jiehan when i have time. he's soooooo funnny and hilarious! but it was all in an attempt to cheer me up haha thanks so much. everyone who's emo-ing look up! go find jiehan or tzinwai. excellent therapy hahahaha

hmmm so there's one more week left before term2 comes to an end. i need to get my concert attire and court shoes badly!! gahhh going shopping tmr but my sis is abandoning me at 4pm for her baby L :( hopefully i will be able to find all the stuff i need by then if not i'll be some pariah shopping alone. and i dislike shopping alone. soo saddening T.T

i spent like 4 hours transferring my messages to my memory card this afternoon but when i connect my phone to the com, i cant find where the messages are!! .___. bleahs. maybe i should just delete all of them. delete all the memories be it good or bad?

OHOHOH haha i realised how different i sound in sms-s last time and now. reading my december messages and i was like straightforward and articulated (sometimes fierce :D) hahahha super funny. i think i sounded more cool and cold last time. maybe i should revert back to my old ways((:

yawns im getting sleeeepy. havent bathed yet. i didnt do much today! oh mann. i shall end off with some pictures and a sweet poem.

the ULTRA CUTE KEYCHAIN THAT I CANT TAKE MY HANDS OFF! puffy fluffy one. i like:D

Square Root of Three

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun,
as 1.7321
Such is my reality,
a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

Super sweeeet right! it's from the movie((: sweeet sweet poems never fail to brighten up the world:D

okay bath time folks! byebyeeeeeee man do i stink after the run T.T

2008-05-15T20:18:00.002+08:00

the past few days have made me realise how lovely the people around me are and how blind i was not to notice and treasure their existence. all these while they've been there for me cheering me on. the little things that u havent been doing and the many little things that they have been doing.

"you feel so lonely,
ever so lonely,
Dont be lonely.
You're not alone =)
Oooooo
You should be happy
very the happy
chao ji happy
Happy happy =DD"
jie han

hahaha thanks so much. BIG HUGS FOR EVERYONE WHO CARES <3s slackers 7 (:
ice creammmm(:

oh btw i scored 1/5 for my physics online test hahah spastic

taonanites<3

2008-05-11T14:46:00.000+08:00

if you ever sat on a whale, the whale would drown(:

camp magica has magical people! yayy

tzinwai's officially my love rival HAHA

\\make it back to me

2008-05-09T21:29:00.001+08:00

"i'll run towards you
so would you please open your arms and embrace me?"

combined sports meet

2008-04-30T19:53:00.001+08:00

i am sleeeeeepy T.T but i was worse in the morning and during band haha think i'll still be watching tv later(: afterall it's a holidayy tmr! yayyy

slept for 45 mins during american grap. just now. haha i went to slept first with liangzhen and wushuang still practising their stickings but when i woke up i saw 2 'dead' ppl snoring their heads off like me HAHA

anyways combined sports meet was quite a failure i must say. the events werent very interesting and practically everyone ponned(: somehow it turned into some bazaar. all the ny ccas were selling all kinds of stuff! psg were even selling mother's day gifts HAHAH how interesting:P

went to cynthia's house with yiting, sabrina, shimin, william and lee OH NO i forgot his name yikes! paiseh T.T at least i rmb the first word :D liuzhen and xiangjing joined us after bathing at liuzhen's hosue. basically we talked, tried watching csi, bathed, facebook-ed, blog surfed, ate pizza, and still TALKED! yiting, sabu and i were on cynthia's king sized bed attempting to sleep. but somehow we ended up chatting and sharing secrets. haha we should really have a stayover soon! then can talk forever(((:

went to find jiamin after band. jiamin jiayou! jiajiajiajiajiajiayou!:D

2007-03-12T14:09:00.000+08:00

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2006-03-11T18:05:00.000+08:00

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